2HONEST

Snoh Aalegra/Vic Mensa：
Loneliness speaks through my smile
It seems the darkest lullaby
La la-la-la la-la la
La la-la-la la-la la
I call a 51-50 on myself
That's how you know I need help
I call a 51-50 on myself
That's how you know I need help
Vic Mensa：
Tears of a fallen soldier rollin' down my face
One hand stickin' out of my grave
The whole world left me for dead Michael Jackson's estate
But I'm too high I'll never land
A river that knows its source can never run dry
That's why I had to cut out the middle man
Hate from all directions assassinatin' my character
I felt like Malcom X and J. Edgar Hoover's America
I said the truth and I paid for it I paid for it
I got on my knees and cried to the Lord I prayed for it
I have bounties on my head when my sister was in my home
Sleepless night by the chrome trigger finger next to my dome
Contemplatin' self destruction equatin' myself to nothin'
Fixated on my regression I felt like Benjamin Button
I collapsed in my depression I just couldn't write for nothin'
When I stared at my reflection all that I felt was disgusted
My confidence evaporated less than a man I was emasculated
I turned to violence to be validated
Violated probation again and again
My kin and my friends like What the f**k is up with you fam
Don't you understand
N***as wanna f**k with you fam
But you keep f**kin' yourself and that f**ks with your fans
SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra：
Pardon me my n***a I believed the lie
I can't be too honest
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
The pain behind your eyes tells me that it's not what you wanted
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
And it's hard to explain to the people standin' still why you're runnin'
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'
Vic Mensa/Snoh Aalegra：
I call a 51-50 on myself
That's how you know I need help
I call a 51-50 on myself
That's how you know I need help
Vic Mensa：
Do you know what the f**k it feels like to wake up every day in distress
Pissed off at yourself neglect so you just lay in your mess
And people depend on you got so much s**t on your chest
That your train of thought can't seem to find a way to express
I found a notebook in my parents crib from when I was five
I went inside and it said I hate myself I wanted to die cryin'
I couldn't even fathom the child feeling so lonely
So next time a n***a tell you 'bout Vic say they don't know me
I need to be loved I need to be loved
I needed the d**gs 'cause I couldn't do it
I couldn't do it I was goin' through it
Growin' up I was a product of my biracial confusion
Neither black nor white I guess that makes me translucent
I crushed everything I touched
I f**ked every single slut but I couldn't bust a nut
In my stomach I plummet into my dungeon
Down in the depths of my darkness
I'm steppin' over my carcass I'm comin' out of my hatred
Tired of my heart bein' vacant
I made a promise won't break it
I told my momma we'll make it
I told my gang we gon' make it
If they won't give it to us we'll take it
One thing that is true is my greatness
Promise I won't doubt I'll believe it
I'm exercisin' my demons for the last time
SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra：
Pardon me my n***a I believed the lie
I can't be too honest
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
The pain behind your eyes tells me that it's not what you wanted
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
And it's hard to explain to the people standin' still why you're runnin'
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'
SAINt JHN：
But pardon me my n***a isn't this ain't life you said that you wanted
You know the car's movin' fast what a view and the women are stunnin'
And it's hard when you're comin' from the bottom tryin' not to become it
So I'm runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'
Comin' yeah ayy