Lament

You say You are jealous
你说你忠实
You say You are kind
你说你良善
But the 'jealous part' seems to win all the time
但“忠实生的嫉妒”似乎总胜过另一面
If You're so mighty, why do you break
若你如此全能，为何还要伤害
The weak and the weary, and see what they make
那些软弱和疲惫的人，眼看他们自作自受

你说你一定会宽恕
You say You're forgiving
那些不可救药的人
That You'll not forsake
当我犯了错，你却将我捶打在地
But You punched me out when I made a mistake
我尝试过在你所做之中寻找美好
I try to find beauty in the mess that You made
可你仍保持愤怒，不肯原谅
But You just stayed angry and never forgave
是，我知道你的伟大
Yes, I know You are great
但一位冷漠的神是否聊胜于无？
But is a bad God better than none?
究竟还要花多少代价才能恢复你造下的伤害？
How much more will it take to undo the damage that You have done?
因为罪恶和固执的根都在肆意生长
'Cause the wicked and wayward continue to thrive
殉道者却依旧献上他们的生命
And the martyrs continue giving their lives
哦，信仰无从生还
Oh, the faithful never survive
哦，信仰无从生还
Oh, the faithful never survive
你有无上的权利，我因此畏惧

你将我碾成碎片，然后盗去我的成果
You're the almighty, so I am afraid
若这无望的幻想就是一个义人的命运
You crushed me to pieces, then stole what I made
我不知道我到底还能承受多少
If this hopeless delusion is a righteous man's fate
是，我知道你的伟大
I don't know how much more I can take
但一位冷漠的神是否聊胜于无？
Yes, I know You are great
究竟还要花多少代价才能恢复你造下的伤害？
But is a bad God better than none?
因为罪恶和固执的根都在肆意生长
How much more will it take to undo the damage that You have done?
殉道者却依旧献上他们的生命
'Cause the wicked and wayward continue to thrive
哦，信仰无从生还
And the martyrs continue giving their lives
哦，信仰无从生还
Oh, the faithful never survive
主你可有在聆听吗？
Oh, the faithful never survive
请听我的呼求吧

我不相信你的狠心会大过你的善心
God are You listening?
但我渐渐厌倦重复这些问题
Please hear my cry
不想觉得信心就此死亡
I don't really believe You're more cruel than You're kind
是，我明白你的伟大
But I'm getting tired of repeating this line
也知道你是个慈悲的神，你即是爱
That the faithful never survive
究竟还要花多少代价才能恢复我造下的伤害？
Yes, I know You are great
恳求你助我战胜这些魔鬼和内心的黑暗
That You're a good God, and You are love
让你的光芒照亮我可怜的心吧
How much more can I take to undo the damage that I have done?
或许我的信念会存活
Please conquer these demons and the darkness inside
或许我的信念会存活
Shine Your light on this poor heart of mine
或许我的信念会存活
Maybe my faith will survive
Maybe my faith will survive
Maybe my faith will survive