Afterlife

Never imagined that
从没有想过
My cozy dark room will be taken away like this
我舒适的黑暗房间被这样夺走
Never imagined that
从没有想过
My sister would set me free like this
姐姐就这样让我自由了
I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone
我看见她的名字优雅地刻在冰冷的石头上
I see her courage praised ornately
我看见她的勇气得到称赞
But all I remembered was that
可我只记得
She was a ruler of my mind
她曾主宰我的一切
She was a ruler of my mind
她曾控制我的思想
All her restrictions that I followed even after she left
她离开后赋予我的所有限制仍然保留了下来
Weren’t the worst part
这并不是最糟糕的部分
It was her diary that showed
如她的日记所示
Her life going by as if I wasn’t there
曾经过往的日子里，我好似从未出现过
The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
唯一知道真相的那人已离去
Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it
现在终于到了该我出场的机会，可是我又该如何去面对
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意识到我的一生都没学会该如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
我才意识到还没有谁来触动我的心
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意识到我的一生都没学会该如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
我才意识到还没有谁来触动我的心
I will never understand what they think
我永远不会明白他们在想什么
This is my first ever move
这将是我迈出的第一步
And I just wanna break everything
我只是想打破这一切
Since I read her words
自从听到她对我说
“You are free” what does that even mean?
“你自由了”那究竟是什么意思？
My afterlife has begun
我的来世已经开始
The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
唯一知道真相的那人已离去
Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it
现在终于到了该我出场的机会，可是我又该如何去面对
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意识到我的一生都没学会该如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
我才意识到还没有谁来触动我的心
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意识到我的一生都没学会该如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
]我才意识到还没有谁来触动我的心