Confessions

I fear that I’ve become too soft
我害怕我变得太心软了
Like I’ve been weak trynna be too kind
就像我一直很脆弱 太善良了
Like I let you override my mind
就像我的理智被你控制了一样
And I left myself behind
我离开了原来的那个自己
The truth is I didn’t have a great time at dinner
而事实是我没有好好地照顾自己
The truth is I kind of loved my life as a reckless sinner
事实是我有点喜欢自己像个鲁莽的罪人的样子
The truth is I look unbelievable but I hate my body
事实是我看起来好像不会憎恨我的躯体 而我会
The truth is I’m looking for myself and I can’t see it in anybody
事实是我看不见任何人在寻找真正的我 除了我自己
The truth is I feel less okay than I thought I was
事实是我的状态比我想象中的更不好
The truth is I’ve fallen into another trap of who I think I’m meant to be
事实是我已经掉进一个名叫我认为我应该做什么样的人的困境中
The truth is I’m still lost
事实是我仍然很迷茫
The truth is cold like frost
事实冰冷得像深不见头的森林
The truth is I love all of you but I don’t know if you love all of me
事实是我喜欢每个人 却不知道你们是不是喜欢每个我
Baby this kind of feels like starting again
亲爱的 这样的感觉又开始了
Remember when we had nothing
还记得我们一无所有的日子吗
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我有点想赶走我的朋友们
I liked it when it was just you and me
我喜欢只有你我两人的时候
Baby
亲爱的
I had nothing but I was free
我曾经一无所有但很自由
The truth is I don’t wanna be one of the boys
而事实是我不想和其他男孩一样
The truth is living by a gender makes me feel annoyed
事实是按性别生活让我感到烦恼
The truth is I still don’t feel like I fit in anywhere
事实是我仍然不知道究竟什么地方适合我
The truth is I love staying home with you in underwear
事实是我喜欢在家只穿着内衣跟你待在一起
The truth is that I’d die for you
事实是我愿意为你付出生命
The truth is I can’t lie to you
事实是我对你说不出谎言
The truth is you’re the only one that keeps me from coming undone
事实是你是唯一一个能阻止我崩溃的人
The truth is
而事实是......
The truth is
而事实是......
Baby this kind of feels like starting again
亲爱的 这样的感觉又开始了
Remember when we had nothing
还记得我们一无所有的日子吗
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我有点想赶走我的朋友们
I liked it when it was just you and me
我喜欢只有你我两人的时候
Baby
亲爱的
I had nothing but I was free
我曾经一无所有但很自由
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Baby this kind of feels like starting again
亲爱的 这样的感觉又开始了
Remember when we had nothing
还记得我们一无所有的日子吗
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我不需要那么多朋友
I liked it when it was just you and me
我喜欢只有你我两人的时候
Baby
亲爱的
I had nothing but I was free
我曾经一无所有但很自由