Still Don't Give A ****

A lot of people ask me, am I afraid of death?
Hell yeah, I'm afraid of death
I don't want to die yet
A lot of people think, that I worship the Devil
That I do all types of r3tarded sx1t
Look, I can't change the way I think
And I can't change the way I am
But if I offended you, good
'Cause I still don't give a fvxk
I'm zonin' off of one joint, stoppin' the limo
Hopped in the window, shoppin' a demo at gunpoint
A lyricist without a clue, what year is this?
Fvxk a needle, here's a sword, body pierce with this
Livin' amuck, never givin' a fvxk
Give me the keys, I'm drunk, and I've never driven a truck
But I sm0ke d0pe in the cab
I'll stab you with the sharpest kn1fe I can grab
Come back the next week and re-open your scab (Yeah)
A killer instinct runs in the blood
Emptyin' full clips and buryin' gxns in the mud
I've calmed down now, I was heavy once into drxgs
I could walk around straight for two months with a buzz
My brain's gone, my soul's worn, my spirit is torn
The rest of my body's still bein' operated on
I'm ducked the fvxk down while I'm writin' this rhyme
'Cause I'm probably gonna get struck with lightnin' this time
For all the w33d that I've sm0ked, yo, this blunt's for you
To all the people I've offended, yeah, fvxk you too
To all the friends I used to have, I miss my past
But the rest of you a5sh0les can kiss my a5s
For all the drxgs that I've done, yo, I'm still gon' do
To all the people I've offended, yeah, fvxk you too
For every time I reminisce, yo, I miss my past
But I still don't give a fvxk, y'all can kiss my a5s
I walked into a gunfight with a kn1fe to k1ll you
And cut you so fast, when your blood spilled, it was still blue
I'll hang you 'til you dangle, and chain you with both ankles
And pull you apart from both angles
I wanna crush your skull 'til your brains leak out of your veins
And bust open like broken water mains
So tell Sxddxm not to bother with makin' another b0mb
'Cause I'm crushin' the whole world in my palm
Got your girl on my arm, and I'm armed with a firearm
So big my entire arm is a giant firebomb
Buy your mom a shirt with a Slim Shady iron-on
And the pants to match ("Here, Mama, try 'em on")
I get imaginative with a mouth full of adjectives
A brain full of adverbs, and a box full of laxatives
(Sx1ttin' on rappers) Causin' hospital accidents
God help me, before I commit some irresponsible acts again
For all the w33d that I've sm0ked, yo, this blunt's for you
To all the people I've offended, yeah, fvxk you too
For all the friends I used to have, I miss my past
But the rest of you a5sh0les can kiss my a5s
For all the drxgs that I've done, yo, I'm still gon' do
To all the people I've offended, yeah, fvxk you too
For every time I reminisce, yo, I miss my past
But I still don't give a fvxk, y'all can kiss my a5s
I wanted an album so rugged nobody could touch it
Spent a million a track and went over my budget (Oh, sx1t)
Now, how in the fvxk am I supposed to get out of debt?
I can't rap anymore, I just murd3red the alphabet
Drxg sickness got me doin' some bugged twitches
I'm withdrawin' from craxk so bad my blood itches
I don't rap to get the women, fvxk b1xches
Give me a fat slxt that cooks and does dishes
Never ran with a clique, I'm a posse
Kamikaze, strappin' a motherfvxkin' bomb across me
From the second I was born, my mama lost me
I'm a cross between Manson, Esham and Ozzy
I don't know why the fvxk I'm here in the first place
My worst day on this Earth was my first birthday
R3tarded? What did that nurse say?
Brain damage? Fvxk, I was born durin' an earthquake
For all the w33d that I've sm0ked, yo, this blunt's for you
To all the people I've offended, yeah, fvxk you too
To all the friends I used to have, yo, I miss my past
But the rest of you a5sh0les can kiss my a5s
For all the drxgs that I've done, yo, I'm still gon' do
To all the people I've offended, yeah, fvxk you too
For every time I reminisce, I miss my past
But I still don't give a fvxk, y'all can kiss my a5s