I'm Trying

She said I'm not pointing fingers,
He said yes you are,
她说我不是在指指点点

他说是的，你是
cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't.
因为如果你没有，你就不会提出来。
And if I'd told you I'd been walking
如果我告诉你我一直在走
out in the dark night thinking
在黑夜里思考
Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word?
你认为这个酒鬼的话是真的吗？

哦，我不能改变过去，
Oh I can't change, what's done is done,
但我可以告诉你
but I can tell you this
没有一天不诅咒自己和所犯下的罪恶
Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
我也需要你坚持住，

当我的身体要死的时候
and I need you to hold on too,
虽然我未尝摆脱那些一直困扰我的心魔，
while this part of me is dying
我在努力，我在努力。
Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me,
她坐在地板上说我希望自己更强壮

现在我觉得自己像玻璃一样脆弱。
I'm trying, I'm trying.
我想相信你，

相信你保留了解放自己的方法，
She sat down on the floor and said I wish that I was stronger
我讨厌那些不断阻碍我的困惑。
Right now I feel as fragile as glass.
我父母认为我疯狂了很久，

但没有什么对我们更有利事情
And I want to believe you,
来向他们证明他们错了。
believe what's held you has freed you,
我不想畏惧，
and I hate these doubts that keep on comin' back.
我不想认为你在撒谎，

虽然我还没有找到我需要的信念，
My parents think I'm crazy for hangin' on this long,
我正在努力。我正在努力
but there's nothing I want more for us
他问你想要我离开吗？
than to prove to them they're wrong.
即使你知道我的理由
And I don't want to be afraid,
但她说，他不愿相信
I don't wanna think you're lying,
不，我依然爱你

哦，我依然爱你。
And though I haven't found the faith that I need,
他说我不知道为什么我是个傻瓜，

但我可以告诉你，
I'm trying. I'm trying.
没有一天不诅咒自己和所犯下的罪恶

然后他跪下
He asks do you want me to leave?
现在他们都哭了，
Cause if you do you know I will,
他说，我不是我想成为的人，
but she says, much to his disbelief,
但我正在努力。我正在努力。我在努力，我在努力
No, I love you still.

Oh, I love you still.

He said I don't know why I've been the fool,
but I can tell you this,
not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins.

Then he dropped down to his knees,
By now they both were crying,
He said, I haven't been the man I want to be,

But I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying, I'm trying.