feel like s**t

[Verse 1]
Usually never cry at all
从不轻弹眼泪
I would say I'm pretty tough
我告诉自己，你坚不可摧
But it's been a couple weeks now and I still feel stuck in my lungs
可已经分开了几个星期，我还是觉得快喘不过气
And usually I go out on nights
我爱上了在每个夜晚逃离
And not think of you once
从未再想过你一次
But if they start playin' that song
但如果那首歌的旋律响起
I can't help but to think about us, oh, oh
我眼前便不自觉浮现起你
[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
曾经我真的以为最难捱的回忆已如飞尘般消散
When I pulled myself out of your arms
当我挣脱住包裹着我的手臂
Wish I knew that was only the start
希望我已预料到那只是离别的一个微弱开始
And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause
至此，我彻底心碎，崩溃
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
因为昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call
我的电话陷入陌生的沉默
Oh I, I, won't lie
我不想骗自己
I thought I might die
我觉得自己一只脚已踏入深渊
I couldn't even sleep at all
无数次彻夜辗转，难以入眠
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
也许，我终会习惯孤身一人
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
但现在，只有糟糕的一切
Oh, oh
噢，噢
[Verse 2]
So I kissed somebody else
我覆上另一个人的唇
Just to see how it felt
只想看清自己的内心
But all that was goin' through my brain
在我脑海中挥之不去的
Was your hands around my waist
却是你的双手环抱住我的腰
You know how to do it so well
你太知道如何使我欢心
[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I was done with the hardest part
曾经我真的以为最难捱的回忆已如飞尘般消散
When I pullеd myself out of your arms
当我挣脱住包裹着我的手臂
Wish I knew that was only the start
希望我已预料到那只是离别的一个微弱开始
And now I'm fallin' apart 'causе
至此，我彻底心碎，崩溃
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
因为昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call (Didn't even try to call)
我的电话陷入陌生的沉默
Oh I, I, won't lie
我不想骗自己
I thought I might die
我觉得自己一只脚已踏入深渊
I couldn't even sleep at all
无数次彻夜辗转，难以入眠
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
也许，我终会习惯孤身一人
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
但现在，只有糟糕的一切
Oh, oh
噢，噢
[Bridge]
Now, if I get a little too drunk, I'll start thinkin', "What if you were the one?"
如果我现在正微醺，便又开始愁绪，“如果你就是我要的人呢？”
I know that the damage is done, done
我明白所有后果已无法挽回
And I still have the shirt that you wore when we first met
我还留着我们初见时，你穿的衬衫
It's there on the floor, I might kick it under the bed
它在地板上孤零零躺着，也许还会被我踢到床底
Hopin' that I could forget that
祈祷我能忘记过去倾慕你的种种
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call
你甚至都没有想过联络我
Oh I, I, won't lie
我不想骗自己
I thought I might die
我觉得自己一只脚已踏入深渊
I couldn't even sleep at all (At all)
无数次彻夜辗转，难以入眠
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
也许，我终会习惯孤身一人
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
但现在，只有糟糕的一切
Oh, oh
噢，噢
[Outro]
Used to it
适应并习惯
Feel like shit
关于这糟透的一切