PRIDE & MISERY

Who am I?
What have I become?
Lose myself
To my demons oh
Take my breath
I'm done with it

I was an imposter
Pretending amongst gods
Now no one can save me
I'm lost and it's my fault
I made my mistakes and
I know I'm not perfect
I'm losing my purpose

And I've traded all my pride
For misery
I'm drowning and paralyzed
I’ll save my breath
'Cause maybe I deserve this life
Yeah maybe I deserve this

Yeah maybe I deservе

I just wanna sleep till I can’t feel a thing
And I’m lost in a void
And my minds always blank
How’d it get like this?
Is my life still worth it?
I was such a lost causе
I was no one
And nobody can save me
It was my fault
And I made my mistakes
And I’ll be paying 'til the end of my days
But maybe I deserve this

Maybe I deserve this