Version of Me

I never really told the truth
To anyone and the reasons why
I always tend to disappear
But lately
It's been harder to hide behind
This picture of me
And as time goes by
I realize
It's too much for me to carry
Don't have the words
But I need to talk about it
I know I do, I know I do
Don't have the words
But I keep thinking about it
It's all I do, it's all I do
'Cause I'm tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I'm so tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I promise
If I could figure out what's wrong
I'd put it into a song
And perfectly articulate
What's been going on
I wish it could be that easy
And I wish I had all the answers
But I don't even know if
I'm asking the right questions
Don't have the words
But I need to talk about it
I know I do, I know I do
Don't have the words
But I keep thinking about it
It's all I do, it's all I do
'Cause I'm tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I'm so tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I changed so many times
I don't know the difference between
A lie and the truth
And I don't know which version of me
Is standing here in front of you, oh
'Cause I'm tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
I'm so tired of this make believe
And I'm running out of things to be
But I know the only thing that you see
Is a made up version of me
'Cause I don't have the words
But I keep thinking about it
No, I don't have the words
For what I'm going through
I'm going through
I'm going through