Crazy Fishes

I know we've been here before
I know your heart is very sore
But please, oh please
I called you from the hospital
You didn't pick up the phone
I was left alone with the crazy fishes
Swimming in there senseless circles
All of us together
Smashing our faces in the glass
This repetitions definition could be insanity
Flip a switch
And check the sky as I go
Just had to keep tying
Had to keep trying
I have said that I'd be better
Told you I'd never fall again
Countless times and you believed me
But I let you down again
I'm not asking you to answer
I can tell this is the end
So, I'm gonna leave you at the door
I know that I won't spend my whole life in a cell
I will keep fighting so I'll be writing myself
One foot right in front of the other
As they say
Even when it's dismal
I am guaranteed to change
I have said that I'd be better
Told you I'd never fall again
Countless times and you believed me
But I let you down again
I'm not asking you to answer
I can tell this is the end
So, I'm gonna leave you at the door
I have said that I'd be better
Told you I'd never fall again
Countless times and you believed me
But I let you down again
I'm not asking you to answer
I can tell this is the end
So, I'm gonna leave you at the door