Zzyzx Rd. (Album Version)

I don't know how else to put this.
不知还能奈它如何
It's taking me so long to do this.
精力已耗费了太多
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.
困顿睡意让我视线模糊
My muscles feel like a melee,
浑身肌肉僵硬
My body's curled in a U-shape.
身体不由地蜷缩
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.
努力克制，但终敌不过心魔
Propped up by lies and promises.
谎言与誓言支撑起我的生活
Saving my place as life forgets.
但有时却被遗忘在角落
Maybe it's time I saw the world.
是时候看清这个世界了
I'm only here for a while.
我只会短暂停留
And patience is not my style,
因为本身就耐心无多
And I'm so tired that I got to go.
现在我已疲倦，只好选择远走
Where am I supposed to hide now?
我该躲在何处
What am I supposed to do?
又该做点什么
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
你真的以为我无法看透
Tell me I should stick around for you.
挽留我，让我继续在你左右
Tell me I can have it all.
跟我说我可以拥有
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
但我身心疲惫依旧，无法逗留
I get to go home in one week.
有时候很想回家
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
但不久却又要出走
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.
他们总想将我掌握在手
I follow the suted directions.
沿着既定的方向前行
I crawl up inside for protection.
谨小慎微是为保护卑微的自我
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.
任人摆布，自己却不明缘由
I'm over existing in limbo
囚笼如同我的归宿
I'm over the myths and placebos
沉浸在安慰剂与幻想之中
I don't really mind if I just fade away
我不介意，慢慢逝去就好
I'm ready to live with my family.
我决定要和家人生活
I'm ready to die in obscurity
在平庸中结束一生
Cause I'm so tired that I got to go.
因为我累了，来不及停留
Where am I supposed to hide now?
我该躲在何处
What am I supposed to do?
又该做点什么
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through.
你真的认为我无法看透
Tell me I'm a part of history.
告诉我，我也算浩瀚历史的渺小蜉蝣
Tell me I can have it all.
跟我说，我可以将其拥有
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
可我身心疲惫依旧，不得不走
(6x) I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
可我身心疲惫依旧，不能逗留