Signs

I was already broken before you been around
遇见你前，我的心早就破碎
That was permanent i was hurt it had been a while
我受过的伤是不可修复的
Now we're struggling looking for some we never find
现在我们挣扎着在探寻不曾拥有过的东西
I was already empty inside
内在的空洞已存在
I was happier never alive
也许死去会更加快活
I'll be honest i'm saying this lie
说我将变得诚实那是假的
Now i'm only alright when i'm high
And i don't know if i'm doing this right
我也不知道我做的是否正确
Can't let it go
放不开
It's like a leech
活得像个蛭虫
They're living on me
他们全都得吸我的血
I'm getting close
快到了
Yeah all my blood is draining slowly
血液正在缓慢流干
Yeah still it show and you can tell i'm ******* lonely
仍存在的是你能看出我很孤单
If i were someone else pretend i'd never known me
若我装成一个与我完全相反的人
How was i to be knowing you wouldn't stick around
我还能否知晓你会不会留下
That was obvious i was probably just in denial
显然我会否定
I can't look over it saw you from in a different light
我无法从另一个角度去探寻你
I always thought i would tell from the signs
我以为我能从暗示中辨别
I was already broken before you been around
遇见你前，我的心早就破碎
That was permanent i was hurt it had been a while
我受过的伤是不可修复的
Now we're struggling looking for some we never find
现在我们挣扎着在探寻不曾拥有过的东西
I was already empty inside
内在的空洞已存在
I was happier never alive
也许死去会更加快活
I'll be honest i'm saying this lie
说我将变得诚实那是假的
Now i'm only alright when i'm high
And i don't know if i'm doing this right
我也不知道我做的是否正确