Conscience

Let me become what I want
You won't believe what I ponder
I saw the world through a notch
Somewhere within I uncovered
Everything that I once was
Dwelling beyond my subconscious
I saw myself as a god
That’s when I realised I wasn't
When I ask how you coloured the sky
And you told me I already knew
When I ask could I see through your eyes
And you told me I already do
Oh, then why do I feel like a fool?
Tell me there's a path to take
Where I’ll know
I will another day, tomorrow
If you could just elaborate
I'll follow
'Cause I don't know if I'm awake
Let me become what I'm not
I don't decide what I ponder
I saw the Earth as it was
The moment I fell to its aura
There I erased all my thoughts
Teaching myself to discover
Everything I thought I'd lost
Hiding right where I left off
When I ask how you coloured the sky
And you told me I already knew
When I ask you to see through my eyes
And you told me you already do
Oh, then why do I feel like a fool?
Tell me there’s a path to take
Where I’ll know
Everything will be okay, tomorrow
If you could just elaborate
I'll follow
’Cause I don't know if I'm awake
I'm unsure if I should ask
But I question everything that I see
I venture into my past
Realising that it’s in front of me
I sit with my hands in my lap
Piecing together these memories
I look to where I began
Knowing that I'm what he used to be