It’s Been So Long

我不知道我在想什么
I don't know what I was thinking
抛弃我的孩子
Leaving my child behind
我已受够这些诅咒，这一刻，我眼前一片黑暗
Now, I suffer the curse and now, I am blind
眼中只有憎恨，自责，与悲伤
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
好像鬼魂一般缠绕着我
Coming to haunt me forever
但我只是等不及在恐惧尽头 那无边的坠落
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
那渴望已久的复仇

抑或是期待着来自暗处的利刃？
Is this revenge I am seeking
自相矛盾，纠结挣扎，我想要解脱
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
也许..是时候去搜寻，去追捕
Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
赶在他们阻止我之前
Maybe, I should chase and find
没时间了 我就要成为他们的傀儡
Before they'll try to stop it
已经过去很久了
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
我多久没见我的宝贝了

输给了这个怪物
It's been so long
那屠杀惨剧背后的黑手令我作呕
Since I last have seen my son
自从你走后
Lost to this monster
我就一直唱着这愚蠢的歌曲
To the man behind the slaughter
所以啊，我绞尽脑汁
Since you've been gone
回想曾作为你母亲的那份理智
I've been singing this stupid song
我希望我能平凡地活在当下
So, I could ponder
能从过去的错误里得到教训
The sanity of your mother
可每一秒钟都宛若毒蛇在引诱着我

可爱的小小眼睛，你稚嫩的微笑便是我仅余的回忆
I wish I lived in the present
暧昧的往昔让我心乱如麻
With the gift of my past mistakes
虽然有理由杀了我 但杀戮并不是好事
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
我的孩子你怎么了？我感到恐惧
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember
这念头在我脑海里徘徊，不断蔓延侵蚀
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
我真的很抱歉，我可爱的孩子，我多希望那时我能与你在一起

已经过去很久了
Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified
我多久没见我的宝贝了
What happened to my son? I'm terrified
输给了这个怪物
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting on bigger
那屠杀惨剧背后的黑手令我作呕
I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there
自从你走后

我就一直唱着这愚蠢的歌曲
It's been so long
所以啊，我绞尽脑汁
Since I last have seen my son
回想曾作为你母亲的那份理智
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So, I could ponder
The sanity of your mother