Cradle

Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Push, push, push, push
I lost you, you were my
God, thought what do
I do nowYou were never there for me, never there to carry me26 years looking back that time is gone, it was you
I believed in
Look what you've done to me, realize what you've done to me
I can't bleed,
I can't bleed
I wanna break for the life that walked away from me
I can't see going on in this darkness,
I'm blindBeneath my cradle the bough has broke
I exorcise my loss, your lie's the punishment
It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering
What do I do now all
I'm asking from you please
Send me a sign to guide me through the times
That lie in front of me,
I'll get by myself
Look at me now, a piece of **** like you
Look at me now, you left me so **** you
Look at me now, a piece of **** like you
Look at me now, you left me so **** you
Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left
Feels like
I've never been loved
Everybody leaves me, never gave a **** about me
Everybody's gone,
I'll rot in my head alone
I don't give a **** about you, go the **** away
I don't give a **** about you, go the **** away
I don't give a **** about you, go the **** away
I don't give a **** about you, go the **** away
****ing cock sucker
Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar
Innocence displaced
Institutionalized in my own life
Been leftHere
I stand now and
I'm aloneWith no one to comfort me
One set of footprints in the sand
No one to take my hand,
I'llI'll walk through as long as
I needI'll drift through my life though
I'm aloneOutgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all
I need isMe, me, me, me
Found I've never needed you to push through
All the **** that stacks up inside of my life
Endless plight that circulates through my body
Walking, stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind, renounce my being
Oh, I can't see going on
Oh, I can't see going on
Oh, I can't see going on
Oh, I can't see going on
I can't see,
I'm so tired
I can't see
Oh, I can't see going on
I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by myself
I can't see you mother ****ing
I can't see you mother ****ing
I can't see you mother ****ing
I can't see you mother ****