Mental

On this lonely stretch of solitude
在这个孤独的荒野

我在想我从未做过的事情
I'm thinking 'bout the things that I never do
想着那些我向你许下的承诺

它们只不过是几句话
All the promises that I made to you
几个单词
Well they're just words
却花了我好长时间意识到

那些我找不到的自信
They're only words
我让自己黯淡来凸显你的光芒

这很痛心
It took so long for me to recognize
真的很难过

我想把每件事都做好
All this confidence that I couldn't find
但偏偏每件事都出差错

我想在这世上感受天堂
I used to dim my light so you could shine
但并没有什么事坚持这么久
And that's what hurts
亲爱的我要疯了

太多的可能性
It really hurts
我不能让它溜走
I wanna do everything right
现在失控了
But everything's going wrong
也变得不再年轻

我不能再浪费了
I want to feel heaven on earth
窗台的灰尘越积越高
But nothing ever lasts that long
如果你不理解我猜你将永远不会理解

停滞不前没有任何好处
Baby I'm goin' mental
对你来说是的
So much potential
对我亦然
I can't stand to watch it withering away
我想让每件事都顺利进行
It's out of control now
有些事情需要付出
It's getting old now
我要把自己摆在第一位
And I can't afford to waste another day
这很折磨我

我想把每件事都做好
Well dust keeps piling up on the window sill
但偏偏每件事都会出错
Man if you don't know by now I guess you never will
我想在这世上感受天堂

但并没有什么事坚持这么久
But there's no benefit in standing still
Not for you no no
And not for me
But I wanna make everything work
Something's just gotta give

I gotta start putting me first
It's killing me the way it is

I wanna do everything right
But everything's going wrong
I wanna feel heaven on earth
And nothing ever lasts that long