they couldn't save me

Stuck inside, might fade away
被囚禁在里面，可能会消失
I’ve been taking this day to day
我一直在思考这个问题
I’ve been making up white lies
我一直在编造善意的谎言
In the summertime, can’t run astray
在夏天，不能误入歧途
Feel like my minds on pandemic
感觉我在思考着新冠
All the things i can’t stomach
所有我无法忍受的事情
Therapy, i ran through it
心理治疗，我经历过
Bad vibes til my heart plummets
不好的感觉，直到我心脏骤停
My arms weak, and my chest hurts
我的手臂无力，胸口疼痛
Staying cold inside sweatshirts
穿着运动衫感觉寒冷
I got three scars on my torso
我身上有三处疤痕
Cuz it cut deep when i met her
因为当我遇见她的时候，她深深刺痛了我
But that’s old news
但那已是往事
Sitting up in this cold room
坐在这个冰冷的房间里
Laying down when i need to
在我需要时躺下
All the clothes that i bleed through
所有我流过血的衣服
Yea
是的
I don’t wanna talk anymore
我不想再说了
Closed off behind open doors
把开启的门关闭
Mom’s here, doesn’t understand me
妈妈来了，她不理解我在想什么
Surrounding me, but still feel abandoned
包围着我，但仍感觉被抛弃
Lotta things that they never will see
许多东西他们永远也看不到
Midday, but i’m falling asleep
中午，但我快睡着了
These people never honest with me
这些人从来不对我说实话
Because i won’t get better, no promise to keep
因为我不会好起来，没有承诺可言
Maybe i’ll try to relax
也许我该试着放松一下
Asking a lot, but avoiding the facts
问了很多，但却逃避现实
I wanna know if there’s hope in the end
我想知道最后是否还有希望
I’ve been trying to cope, but i’m moping instead
我一直在努力适应，但我却闷闷不乐
Slow it down
且慢
Heart’s rhythm keeps slowing down
心脏的节奏缓慢下来
Bloods moving, it goes around
血液在流动，直到停止
Until it stops, it’s over now
一切都结束了