Second Guess

Thinking back when I used to second guess myself
回想当时还没有怎么相信自己的时候
Now they all wanna style me but I still dress myself
现在他们都想给我造型 但我还是自己挑衣服
Never worry what they think I just impress myself
N从来不用担心他们想什么 对得起自己就可以
真的不需要你的评论
我听自己的
I assess myself
我做错事的话会调整自己
If I ever **** up Imma just check myself
我不可能这样对待自己身体
看着你吃喝嫖赌
真的不可以
I can’t ever wreak my health
他们说做好自己就行了 但又说不好
Not like that
他们想把我拖下去我怎么能不还手
They tell you be yourself but not like that
回想中学时候 她拒绝过我
They drag me down how can I not fight back
现在看到我这样 又说对我有兴趣了
Back in middle school she told me she don’t like me like that
她都不知道我现在有多少女人
But now she hitting me up cos she heard I’m hot like that
以前心目中只有她 现在多得是
She ain’t even know I’m pulling thots like that
他们看你成功就会摇着头 说你自恋
I used to think she was the one, now I got a lot like that
但在你什么都没有的时候 就会笑你
They shake their heads and call you narcissistic
我知道我没有回你 我在忙着
But back when I was just starting out, they laughed and told me be realistic
我不应该出去找人代替你
十分感恩我有今天
现在我没事就出去买东西
记得当时银行里面只剩一千
只为填补空虚
你还想怎么让我在乎你的意见
因为我都没办法和我哥们儿见面
都是一个种经历
我所有兄弟都在打职业篮球 我们都没办法一起庆祝
有些时候最负面的影响是你亲戚
也许有一天可以
虽然我有尽力
当我可以再上飞机
每次收到你的信息 我都开心
如果我叫你星期一过来见我 你会吗
I know I ain’t text you back, I been doing my thing
如果我超越你了 你还会想我赢吗
Can’t believe I tried to replace you with a side ting
我只想知道事实
Now all I do is go and buy things
她问 “为什么知道我想你 还要问”
Just to fill the void
我只想搞清楚而已
Cos I can’t even go and hang out with my boys
我需要赚更多
All my brothers playing pro and we can’t even share the joy
在这个舞池里我唯一的想法
Maybe one day
When my flight is back up on the runway
现在心里感觉真的很累
Would you come and kick it on a Monday if I asked you
And would you still want me to win if I surpass you
I just wanna know the truth
She said “why you asking if I miss you when you know I do”
Girl I just like to make sure
我赚了五十万不够
I gotta make more
The only thought up on my mind on this dance floor