Ashes

He shut up like a rose
他如一朵玫瑰般合起
The scar of my belly
我肚子上的伤疤
How I wanted him to rise up with the clouds
我多么希望他和云朵一同升起
How I asked for love
我是如何祈求爱
Received the wounds on cheek
然后收获了脸上的伤口
The nights, empty sleep
无眠之夜
The hopeless words I can't keep
承受不住那些无助的言语
He searched just like a magnet
他如同磁铁一般搜寻
Oh the metal is me
噢我是那块金属
How I needed him to draw it in
我多么需要他将它带回
Protect me from belief
保护我不受信仰伤害
How I pleaded then to end again
我是如何祈求再次结束这一切
To heal my rotten skin
好治愈我腐烂的皮肤
Pleaded then, asked for sin
祈求，祈求罪恶
Something I can't keep
一些我无法承受的东西
Soul of my soul, do you feel me?
我灵魂的灵魂，你感受到我了吗？
Touch the beating, heart of my heart
触碰它的跳动，我心脏的心脏
Flesh of my flesh
我血肉的血肉
Mouth of my mouth
我嘴巴的嘴巴
Soul of my soul, do you feel me?
我灵魂的灵魂，你感受到我了吗？
Touch the beating, heart of my heart
触碰它的跳动，我心脏的心脏
He shuned me like disease
他像对待瘟疫一样回避我
The feathers in my eyes
我眼中的白羽
How I need his light
我多么需要他的光芒
To purify the darkness deep inside
来净化我心灵深处的黑暗
How I asked for warmth
我是如何祈求温暖
Received snow and sleet
然后收获了雪和冰雹
The burns on my feet
我的双足被灼痛
The white and unsoiled sheets
洁白而未被玷污的被单
He reached for all desire
他得到了他想要的一切
Kept his hands far from me
于是再也不愿碰我一下
How my mind built high
我要将思想建在怎样的高度上
Could rectify
才能矫正
Such pain and deceit
这痛苦和欺骗
How the sorrow plunged
悲伤如此坠入泪水之中
Concrete and ashen weeps
泪水凝固，化为灰烬
The porous bed it reeks
床垫的孔洞里散发着恶臭
With unresolved peeks
以及无可救药的窥探
Soul of my soul, do you feel me?
我灵魂的灵魂，你感觉但我了吗？
Touch the beating, heart of my heart
触碰它的跳动，我心脏的心脏
Flesh of my flesh
我血肉的血肉
Mouth of my mouth
我嘴巴的嘴巴
Soul of my soul, do you feel me?
我灵魂的灵魂，你感觉到我了吗？
Touch the beating, heart of my heart
触碰它的跳动，我心脏的心脏
And now I sleep on ladders
如今我在高高的云梯上入睡
So afraid
如此恐惧
I'll fall
我将坠落
And now I sleep on ladders so afraid I'll fall
如今我在高高的云梯上入睡如此恐惧我将坠落