See If I Mean It

I wish I could make my feelings go away, slaving away
Waiting on a dream, got no patience today, blinking away
I don't wanna sleep, I’ve been staying awake
I don't talk like all week, I might go in my ayy
Stay out my way, nothing to say
I've been online, it might ruin my day
I’ve been outside, wouldn't you run away?
I'm scheming, yeah
Need a light, I'm fiending, fiending
I've been staying out dreaming
Lately I've been thinking
In the spotlight, I'ma ball out, I'm genius
Got by and now I’m alright, I ain’t dreaming
Y'all live, but in my mind, I’m decent
My time, I'ma shine bright, I'm seasoned
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
Wish I had sleep, but I threw that away
Flying out state, tryna get up early,
Know my ride on the way
Smile on my face, even though I'm dead broke,
One day I’ma get paid
And I got bills, but I'm finding a way
Tryna be safe, I don't see my friend's,
I've been grinding away
Hiding away, no one understands, I've been trying to say
I'm bleeding
Till my heart stop beating, beating
But I swear I'm not leaving
I still got my freedom
In the spotlight, I'ma ball out, I'm genius
Got by and now I'm alright, I ain't dreaming
Y'all live, but in my mind, I'm decent
My time, I'ma shine bright, I'm seasoned
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it