Ever since

I can't explain this emotion,
我无法解释这种情感
like envy, like loneliness, like impatience, and like fear.
是嫉妒，孤独，烦躁不安，还是恐惧
[01:36.21]I always feel… always feel so. My spirit has never been rest.
我总是感到......总是感到如此。我的灵魂从未安息过
If you deny it, shall I talk about an immediate example for you?
若你予以否认，那我来给你讲个最接近的例子吧
[01:48.16]So, if I look into your eyes,
所以，当我看着你的双眼时
[01:51.18]I can see you demand something from me.
我能看见你正向我索求着什么
Everybody say a lot of tired words
每个人都有说不完的无趣的话语
However, it doesn't fill my feelings and emotion.
然而，这些都不能充实我的感情
Everybody say lots of words in my ear.
每个人都在向我耳中说了许多话
However, my desire is not filled!
然而，我的欲望并没有被满足
Now I will tell you why I always stay here.
现在我将告诉你我一直以来待在这的原因
[02:22.34]I seek a magic spell have never been recited.
我找到了一句从未被吟唱过的咒语
[02:26.87]Of course, ever since I wished change my mind…
当然，从那时起我就希望改变自己的想法
I can't explain this impulse,
我无法解释这种冲动
want to escape, want to shriek, want to scream, want to cry.
想要逃避，尖叫，想要放声痛哭
Even if you hold me and call my name.
我总是感到......总是感到如此。我的灵魂从未安息过
my intense impulse is not settled.
即便你将我搂在怀里，喊着我的名字
Someone whispers a lot of hack and tired words
也不能平息我强烈的冲动
However, it never filled my feelings and emotion.
所以，当我看着你的双眼时
Someone whispers a lot of words in my ear. However,
我能看见你正向我索求着什么
can it fill my heart's desire?
有人轻声说着些无聊的话语
Now I will tell you why I always stand here.
然而，这些都不能充实我的感情
Someone whispers a lot of words in my ear.
有人轻声向我耳中说了许多话
However, can it fill my heart's desire?
然而这些能满足我心中的欲望吗？
Now I will tell you why I don't stay here.
现在我将告诉你我一直以来待在这的原因
I save myself, don't need your hands.
我找到了一句从未被吟唱过的咒语
I decide. Ever since I wished change my mind…
当然，从那时起我就希望改变自己的想法