Let You Down

Feels like we're on the edge right now
我想我们已经走到了尽头
I wish that I could say I'm proud
我多希望我可以说我是自豪的
I'm sorry that I let you down
可是非常抱歉
Let you down
我让你失望
All these voices in my head get loud
我脑中的声音愈发嘈杂
I wish that I could shut them out
我希望能将它们拒之门外
I'm sorry that I let you down
非常抱歉
Let you down
让你失望
Yeah I guess I'm a disappointment
我猜我便是失望的根源
Doing everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed
尽我所能，我不想看到你失望
It's annoying
在恼火中煎熬
I just wanna make you feel like everything
我只是想让你知晓
I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
并非有意增添你的烦恼
But I guess the more you
但我想，你大概认为
Thought about everything you were never even wrong in the first place right
这所有的一切，从不是你的过错吧？
Yeah I'ma just ignore you
我努力忽略你的存在
Walking towards you with my head down lookin' at the ground I'm embarrassed for you
向你走去却不愿直视看着我的鞋尖，你不感到尴尬嘛？
Paranoia what did I do wrong this time that's parents for you
这一次，你又为我安上了什么罪名呢？你不知从哪里继承的忠诚，
Very loyal
又为何物？
Shoulda had my back but you put a knife into my hands before
本应是我的臂膀，但在我指缝中闪耀的寒光却出自你手
What else should I carry for you
我还能为你分担些什么？
I cared for you but
我愿意为你留心，只是—
Feels like we're on the edge right now
大概我们已经走到了危险边缘

如果可以，我多么希望我是自豪的
I wish that I could say I'm proud
可是非常抱歉

我让你失望了
I'm sorry that I let you down
脑子的声音愈发嘈杂

如果可以，请适可而止
Let you down
我很抱歉让你失望

非常抱歉
All these voices in my head get loud
你根本无心经营

你只想把一切变得更糟
I wish that I could shut them out
渴望被他人倾听

却拒绝倾听他人
I'm sorry that I let you down
你并不在意我内心的伤痛

让我猜猜？你大概只想听我道歉
Let you down
我们怎么能一直这样继续下去？

事已至此，我想我该离开
Yeah you don't wanna make this work
别跟过来
You just wanna make this worse
我现在只想一人归于冷静
Want me to listen to you
思绪清空
But you don't ever hear my words
来吧，喝掉它
You don't wanna know my hurt yet
我们彼此心里都清楚 你还是会如往常一般打来电话，好似什么都没发生
Let me guess you want an apology probably
以你一贯的行为方式？
How can we keep going at a rate like this
似乎每一次试图与你沟通，你都心不在焉
We can't so I guess I'ma have to leave
除此之外
Please don't come after me
我还能再为你提供些什么？我已为你倾尽所有
I just wanna be alone right now
我们正在崩溃的边缘
I don't really wanna think at all
光荣二字说不出口
Go ahead just drink it off
非常抱歉
Both know you're gonna call to mom like nothing's wrong
我再一次让你失望
Ain't that what you always do
脑中的声音仍喋喋不休
I feel like every time I talk to you you're in an awful mood
是否可以适可而止
What else can I offer you
我很抱歉让你失望
There's nothing left right now I gave it all to you
非常抱歉
Feels like we're on the edge right now
不妨收起你那居高临下的姿态

事到如今已无辗转余地
I wish that I could say I'm proud
收拾好行李，搬出你那

我再也不想踏进半步的房子
I'm sorry that I let you down
每次我坐在沙发上

都感觉你已经为我准备了长篇大论的说教
Let you down
我相信

我们最终会有所好转
All these voices in my head get loud
或许终会使所有烦恼迎刃而解
I wish that I could shut them out
或许是再一次的失望

不过没关系，我已无所谓了
I'm sorry that I let you down
如今还想从归于好？

没问题，先允许我戴上面具
Let you down
促膝长谈那些

根本不曾有过的美好时光
Yeah don't talk down to me
我说，你在笑什么？
That's not gonna work now
一定是我刚错过了哪个笑话
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
试图找出些许异样的蛛丝马迹
I don't even wanna go to your house
但没有，至少你看起来很开心
Everytime I sit on that couch
大概这便是我们的结局
I feel like you lecture me
毫无光荣可言
Eventually I bet that we
让你失望真是非常抱歉
Could have made this work
非常抱歉—
And probably woulda figured things out
脑中的声音仍然嘈杂
But I guess that I'm a letdown
我希望可以适可而止
But it's cool I checked out
很抱歉让你失望
Oh you wanna be friends now
非常抱歉
Okay let's put my fake face on and pretend now
是否已太晚
Sit around and talk about the good times
现在才感到抱歉
That didn't even happen
是否已无可挽回
I mean why are you laughing
让你失望了—
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No but at least you're happy

Feels like we're on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down

Oh I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud

And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down

Oh let you down

I'm sorry

I'm so sorry now

I'm sorry

That I let you down