Social Stamina

I lost touch with all my friends
我和我所有的朋友都失去了联系
I'm in bed by 10pm
晚上十点就上床入睡
I have no social stamina
我已毫无社交精力

I cancel on all my plans
我取消了所有的计划
I commit then I don't answer
我承诺后又不回答
I can't keep up with anyone
我跟不上别人的脚步了

Now I'm a desert island I know
我知道我现在是一座荒岛
I push away until I'm alone
我把身边的人都推开，直到我独自一人
When did I become
从什么时候开始我变成了
Someone no one loves
一个没人爱的家伙

I'm a broken record it shows
我就像一张坏掉了的唱片
All I ever say is "no"
我只会说“不”
When did I become
是什么时候我变成了
Someone I don't love
连我自己都不爱的人

Now I don't know I don't know who I am
现在我不知道我也不知道我是谁
How did I
我是怎么
turn into a person who I can't stand
变成了一个连我自己都受不了的人
How did I
我是怎么
Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have
让情况变得这么糟糕，现在我回不去了，我只剩我自己一个人了
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已经不知道我是谁了
(And I don't know I don't know who I am)
（我已经不知道我是谁了）

Trigger warnings in my mind
我的脑海中触发了警告
I'm so vulnerable at night
夜晚的我是如此脆弱
So I watch romantic comedies
所以我开始看浪漫喜剧

But happy couples make me cry
但是幸福的情侣让我哭泣
I can't find someone in real life
我不能在现实生活中找到这样的人
Always feel like somethings wrong with me
总觉得我出了什么问题

Now I'm a desert island I know
我知道我现在是一座荒岛
I push away until I'm alone
我把身边的人都推开，直到我独自一人
When did I become
从什么时候开始我变成了
Someone no one loves
一个没人爱的家伙

Now I don't know I don't know who I am
现在我不知道我也不知道我是谁
How did I
我是怎么
turn into a person who I can't stand
变成了一个连我自己都受不了的人
How did I
我是怎么
Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have
让情况变得这么糟糕，现在我回不去了，我只剩我自己一个人了
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已经不知道我是谁了
(And I don't know I don't know who I am)
（我已经不知道我是谁了）

No I don't know I don't know who I am
不，我不知道我也不知道我是谁
(And I don't know I don't know who I am)
（我不知道我也不知道我是谁）
No I don't know I don't know who I am
不，我不知道我也不知道我是谁
(And I don't know I don't know who I am)
（我不知道我也不知道我是谁）