crow's nest

Always been the one they laugh at
众人讥嘲的对象一如既往 还是我
I don't wanna stay here, stay here
我不想待在这里 待在这里
Screw these pointless converstations
也不想理睬无意义的对话
Always been the one they laugh at
众人讥嘲的对象一如既往 还是我
This party wasn't what I thought
参加的派对也不尽人意
I don't wanna take these shots
我没心思拍照
Wish I never bought this ice cream cake
我希望从没买过这块冰淇淋蛋糕

(Take me somewhere)
(带我走吧)
(I don't know yet)
(去到我陌生的地方)
(Leave me footprints)
(为我留下你的足迹)
(All the way to the crow's nest)
(一路到观景台那里)

I've always been a little different, hard to understand
我总是有些不合群 不被人理解
But life go constantly down paths that I can't ever plan
而生活也总是计划赶不上变化
Had to leave the party early, couldn't saw me push through
派对不得不提前离场 来去都匆匆
Side effect of always dreamin', I might never land
徘徊梦境的副作用便是 我或许永远无法抵达现实
Lonely road I walk alone with all my demons now
孤独的路 我独自走着 心魔一路尾随
I wish I had more control, I don't mean to shout
我希望更能控制住自己 我并不想大喊大叫
Into the darkness, tryna' find who I used to be
黑暗中 试图找回曾经的自己
But as I stare up at the stars, can't remember now
但当我仰望星空 却已记不起

Yeah
是啊
I see that red spark
我看到那鲜红的火花
Getting bigger on my shirt
我的衬衫愈发空荡
Sitting still inside my fridge
静坐在冰箱里
Cut my soul, it's feeling burnt
我灵魂的创伤太深刻 煎熬非常
I'm the worst, 'boutta burst into tears
我真是不堪啊 眼泪就要溃堤
Haven't been to model or to church in my years
愈发消瘦 许多年都没做过模特 教堂也没再去过

What's my name?
我的名字是什么
What's my purpose?
我人生意义又是何物
The more I find
发现越多
The more I'm certain
我就越确定
Fruit tastes bad
水果难以下肚
Snakes in their braces
蛇都带着牙箍
Handful of seas
见过一小撮海域
I'll cast to the ravens
而我要扮演渡鸦的角色

I guess I've been going through shit
我想 我最近过得一团乱麻
Going through shit
经历这一切
Problems hid behind my tulips
问题就藏在我的郁金香后
This is useless
毫无用处
Lately everything get heavy
最近一切都好似千钧重负
And a drag down
将我拖累
Even though I wanna leave
即使我想离开
Would you stay round?
你是否愿意留下来？

Swear I'm trying not to hold back
我发誓 我已尽力不去隐瞒
But I hold back
但我还是有所保留
Only one I trust, you know that
你知道 我相信的只有一个人
Hope you know that
希望你知道
Wishing I'll be in your arms if I wake up
希望醒来时能在你怀里
Through the shield in my arm
穿过我手臂上的盾牌
When the pain comes
当疼痛来临
Don't fall for me
别爱上我

Fall for me
爱上我
Flawlessly falling into place
如此就位 完美无缺
Running to their death
奔向死亡
While they treat it like a race
而人们却将其当成比赛
Waiting for the sun to come back
等着骄阳重返苍穹
Hope I'm ready
希望我已就绪
It's heavy, my breath and my legs feel like jelly
沉重如斯 我的呼吸与双腿晃悠震颤就像果冻

Tell me swim along, and sing to the sun
与我约好携手徜徉 对着骄阳高歌一曲
Tell me swim along, and sing to the sun, yeah
与我约好携手徜徉 对着骄阳高歌一曲
You can laugh at me all that you want
你想怎么笑我都可以
It's the fools that be running the time
与时间赛跑的人 不过是傻瓜罢了

(Take me somewhere)
(带我走吧)
(I don't know yet)
(去到我陌生的地方)
(Leave me footprints)
(为我留下你的足迹)
(All the way to the crow's nest)
(一路到观景台那里)

Sick of waking up late, it's almost noon already
临近中午才起床
I haven't been feeling myself, 'tryna change the settings
我一直感觉不到自我 试着重塑人生设定
'Tryna change how I live, I'm turning into a swine
想改变我的生活方式 我自己都会讨厌自己
Call of Duty and movies taking up most of my time
《使命召唤》与电影占据我大多时间
I should go and see my brother more
我应该多去看看我弟弟
He misses telling all his friends about our pillow forts
他很想念我 跟他的朋友聊聊有关我们枕头堡垒的趣事
I moved out on my own 'bout a year ago
大约一年前 我自己就搬出去了
Feels like we're friends but I use to be his hero
我们就像朋友 但我曾经是他的英雄

What's that noise?
那是什么声音？
Must be a ghost
一定是灵魂吧
Hope these spirits take me
希望这些灵魂带我离开
I'm making you host
我就让你来左右一切

(Take me somewhere)
(带我走吧)
(I don't know yet)
(去到我陌生的地方)
(Leave me footprints)
(为我留下你的足迹)
(All the way to the crow's nest)
(一路到观景台那里)