Stan (Radio Edit)

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
我思考着原因，刚泡的茶渐渐冷去
Got out of bed at all
我躺上了床
The morning rain clouds up my window..
清晨的大雨如幕布般遮住了我的窗户
And I can't see at all
窗外的世界什么都看不清
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
即使看的清楚，外面也是一片灰蒙
But your picture on my wall
然而墙上挂着的你的照片
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
提醒着我，一切还没那么糟糕
It's not so bad..
一切还没那么糟糕
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
我思考着原因，刚泡的茶渐渐冷去
Got out of bed at all
我躺上了床
The morning rain clouds up my window..
清晨的大雨如幕布般遮住了我的窗户
And I can't see at all
窗外的世界什么都看不清
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
即使看的清楚，外面也是一片灰蒙
But your picture on my wall
然而墙上挂着的你的照片
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
提醒着我，一切还没那么糟糕
It's not so bad..
一切还没那么糟糕
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
亲爱的Slim，我写的信仍然收不到你的回音
I left my cell, my pager,
我在信的尾页留下了手机号码，传真机
and my home phone at the bottom
以及家里的座机号
I sent two letters back in autumn,
在秋天收到两份退回的信件
you must not-a got 'em
你一定没有收到
There probably was a problem at the post office
邮局一定是出了什么问题
or something
或者搞错了什么
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy
有时，我懒散的写上了潦草的地址
when I jot 'em
当我寄出他们的时候
But anyways; f*** it, what's been up?
但是不管怎么说：即使是这样，那又如何？
Man how's your daughter?
男人，你的女儿现在过的怎么样？
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
我的女友也怀孕了，我即将成为父亲
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
如果生下的是女孩儿，猜猜我会给她取什么名字?
I'ma name her Bonnie
我会叫她Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
我也得知你的叔叔罗尼的事了，我感到很遗憾
I had a friend [killed] himself over some b****
我有个朋友为了甩了他的女友
who didn't want him
而选择了轻生
I know you probably hear this everyday,
我知道你可能每天听到类似的事情
but I'm your biggest fan
但是我是你最忠实的粉丝
I even got the underground s*** that you did with Skam
我甚至有你和Skam一起制作的地下音乐
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
我有一个专门收藏你的海报和照片的房间
I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too,
我也喜欢你和Ruckus一起做的音乐
that s*** was phat
棒极了
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
不管怎么说，希望你看到这封信，给我回信
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
仅仅是闲聊，和你真正的超粉丝
This is Stan
来自Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
我思考着原因，刚泡的茶渐渐冷去
Got out of bed at all
我躺上了床
The morning rain clouds up my window..
清晨的大雨如幕布般遮住了我的窗户
And I can't see at all
窗外的世界什么都看不清
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
即使看的清楚，外面也是一片灰蒙
But your picture on my wall
然而墙上挂着的你的照片
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
提醒着我，一切还没那么糟糕
It's not so bad..
一切还没那么糟糕
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote,
亲爱的Slim，我写的信仍然收不到你的回音
I hope you have a chance
我希望你有机会看到
I ain't mad -
我并不生气
I just think it's f***ed up you don't answer fans
我只是认为你并不屑于给粉丝回信
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
如果你不想在你音乐会场外面和我谈谈
You didn't have to,
你大可不必
but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
但你至少得为马修签个名呀
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
他是我的小弟弟，只有六岁大呀
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
我们在凛冽的寒风中苦苦等待着你
Four hours and you just said, "No."
等了数小时，然而直等到你的拒绝
That's pretty sh**ty man -
这样太糟糕了
you're like his f**kin' idol
你就像他的偶像
He wants to be just like you man,
那个他一直想长大后成为的那个男人
he likes you more than I do
他喜欢你更甚于我
Sometimes I even [cut] myself to see how much it bleeds
有时，我甚至看到自己的心在滴血
It's like adrenaline,
就像肾上腺素
the pain is such a sudden rush for me
痛苦在我淬不及防的时候袭来
See everything you say is real,
看吧，你说的一切我都相信
and I respect you 'cuz you tell it
因为那是你说的
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
我的女友开始吃醋，因为我一周七天一天24小时都在谈论你
But she don't know you like I know you Slim,
但她并不像我了解你那样了解你，Slim
no one does
没有任何人像我这般了解
She don't know
她不会明白
what it was like for people like us growin up
像我们这样长大的人是什么样的
You gotta call me man,
你一定要给我回音呀
I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
我将会是你失去的最忠实的粉丝
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
来自真诚的Stan--P.S.
We should be together too
我们也应该在一起
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
我思考着原因，刚泡的茶渐渐冷去
Got out of bed at all
我躺上了床
The morning rain clouds up my window..
清晨的大雨如幕布般遮住了我的窗户
And I can't see at all
窗外的世界什么都看不清
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
即使看的清楚，也是一片灰蒙
But your picture on my wall
但是墙上挂着的你的照片
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
提醒着我，一切还没那么糟糕
It's not so bad..
一切还没那么糟糕
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
亲爱的“从不给粉丝回信”先生
This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
这将是我寄给你的最后一个包裹
It's been six months and still no word -
然而已经过去六个月了却仍然没有回音
I don't deserve it?
我不值得你回信么？
I know you got my last two letters;
我知道你收到了最后两封信
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
我端正的写上了地址
So this is my cassette I'm sending you,
这是我寄给你的录音带
I hope you hear it
我希望你认真的听一听
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
我现在正开着车，在高速公路上加速到90迈
I love you Slim, we coulda been together,
我爱你Slim，我们会在一起的
think about it
想想吧
You ruined it now,
你毁了这一切
I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
我希望你梦到自己无法入眠
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and
我希望你想做个美梦却进入不了梦乡
you scream about it
你为此而发疯
I hope your conscience eats at you and
我希望你的良心在吞噬你
you can't breathe without me
没有我你无法呼吸
See Slim; shut up b****! I'm trying to talk!
看吧Slim：闭嘴，bitch我正在说话
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend [screamin in the trunk]
嗨，Slim。刚才是我女友打断了我
But I didn't [slit her throat],
但是我并不会像上面那样诅咒你
I just [tied her up], see I ain't like you
我只是看看我是否还喜欢着你
Cause if she [suffocates] she'll suffer more,
因为如果是她，她会遭受更多的痛苦
and then she'll [die], too
她也一定会
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
好了，该走了，我快要到桥上了
Oh s**t, I forgot,
喔，见鬼，我忘了
how am I supposed to send this s**t out?
我该如何将这录音带寄出去呢
Dear Stan,
亲爱的Stan
I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
我本来将尽快写信给你但是我最近很忙
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now,
你说你的女友怀孕了
how far along is she?
她什么时候生呢？
Look,
看
I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
我为你打电话给你女儿而感到高兴
And here's an autograph for your brother,
这是你哥哥的照片
I wrote it on the Starter cap
我在引擎盖上写下了这封信
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show,
我很遗憾没有娶你的演唱会
I musta missed you
我一定会想你
Don't think I did that s**t intentionally
不要认为我是故意不去
just to diss you
而让你难过
And what's this s**t you said about you
你说的关于你自己的是什么
like to [cut] your wrists too?
像你的手腕？
I say that [shit] just clowning dog,
我说那只丑陋的小狗
C'mon - how f**ked up is you?
拜托，难道那是你吗
You got some issues Stan,
你有一些问题，Stan
I think you need some counselling
我觉得你需要一些辅助治疗
To help your ass from bouncing off the walls
帮助你的屁股从墙上挣脱下来
when you get down some
当你下来的时候
And what's this s**t about us meant to be together?
这是不是意味着我们在一起了
That type of s**t'll make me not want us to
这种情景是不是想让我们
meet each other
不要见到对方
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
我真心的认为你和你的女友互相需要对方
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
或者你该对她更好一些
I hope you get to read this letter,
我希望你读到这封信
I just hope it reaches you in time
我希望这封信能准时的到你手里
Before you hurt yourself,
在你伤害自己之前
I think that you'll be doin just fine
我认为你能处理好一切
If you relax a little,
如果你放轻松
I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
我会十分高兴并赞扬你
Why are you so mad? Try to understand,
但是Stan你为何如此生气？试着去理解
that I do want you as a fan
我还是像一个粉丝那样需要你
I just don't want you to do some crazy [shit]
我不想你做一些疯狂的事
I seen this one s**t on the news a couple weeks ago
数周之前，我看到这个新闻
that made me sick
导致了我生病了
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
一个家伙喝醉了然后驾驶着自己的车冲下了桥
And had his [girlfriend in the trunk],
以及
and she was pregnant with his kid
后背箱里是他怀孕的女友
And in the car they found a tape,
他们在车上找到一盘磁带
but they didn't say who it was to
但他们不肯透露属于谁
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
想一想是谁的磁带，是你的
Damn!
见鬼