butterflies

let's take it back
就让我们回溯
back to the days where
回溯旧时光
not a thing would matter
那时一切无关紧要
not a care within the world,
世间也无忧
wasn't really thinkin bout her
真心没想起过她
but my eyes are feelin heavy
但我睡眼蒙胧
like the weight that's on my chest
胸膛也沉重
cuz lately i've been feelin empty
最近我心底空虚寂寞
but u should know that best
但你应该最清楚
there's a void within my chest,
我的胸膛空荡荡
but my mind full
但我脑海却被填满
next time i wanna get attached,
下一次我想付出真心
i'll be mindful
我会小心翼翼
instead of walkin on a tightrope
而不是蒙眼走钢丝
with a blindfold
如履薄冰
and expecting not to fall into this
并期望不要陷入这
everlasting cycle
永恒的循环
and i swear this is deja vu
我发誓这一幕似曾相识
cuz i know i wrote at least a
我知道我至少写了
hundred songs just about you
一百首关于你的歌曲
i know i probably shouldn't want you
我知道或许不应对你心生渴望
but you help me take my mind off
但你帮我不再执迷于
all the things that i been through
我所经历的一切
stuck reminiscing bout the times that we had
回忆我们曾经的时光
(thinking about the times that i made you laugh)
(回想那些让你会心一笑的时光)
stuck reminiscing bout the times that we shared
回忆我们共享的时光
(every time i close my eyes i see you there)
(每次闭上眼睛 都会看到你的身影)
every time i hear your voice it gives me butterflies
每次听到你的声音 都会让我心头鹿撞
try not hide to find that i get anxious when i look into your eyes
每次在网上看到你的名字 总是热切不已
and i tell myself these lies
我自欺欺人 一再欺瞒自己
that i hope you never hear
我希望你没有听到我写的
the lies that i was writing when i was missing you my dear
这首关于你的歌 却又希望你在这里
now lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way
躺在床上 想知道为何会有这种感觉
this empty heart gets colder almost every single day
这份空虚延伸至每个角落 分外凄冷
i'v been staring at these 4 white walls
我看着这四堵白墙
like do i mean a thing to you at all?
我对你有什么意义吗
take away my ability to feel
带走我的感知
because i'd rather numb my senses
因为我宁愿麻木自己的感官
than feeling something that ain't real
而不是面对不真实
every night my heart is sinking
每晚 我的心都在下沉
or maybe i'm just overthinking
或者只是想太多
i'm not so sure
我不太确定
maybe i'm just wasting all my time
也许只是在浪费时间
cuz every time we cease communication
因为每次我们不再交流
i feel so confined
我都觉得很憋屈
and every night i think of you,
每一夜 我都会想起你
i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
想知道 你是否和我一样
every night i think of you,
每一夜 我都会想起你
i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
想知道 你是否也和我一样熬煎