bad decisions

So we fall outta touch
And I ruin your trust
I should be in love
But it's never enough, without you
Without you
It's a punch in the gut
Wanna hit self-destruct
You know I love you so much
But this life really sucks without you
Without you
We could be special, it could be amazing
You're ****ing careful, I should try the same thing
Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes
It's just these-
Bad decisions
I'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted
Aye
And I make, and I make, and I make bad decisions
She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve
And it's not in my chest
So it's back to the bad, where the past all went?
All of my time was spent
Burnin' holes in my brain since I never forget
I needed peace and time, I needed peace and quiet
Just so I could blow out my brains
You know I'm never myself
Never been picture-perfect but I still made it work
Put my heart out for certain
I'm in her mouth like I'm Dennis
I hate the fact I'm a menace
I hate the fact that I played with your heart
But pretend like I didn't
Pressure the syrup, I'm steady suppressing the pain, but it is what it is
Know on my life was the shit
Yet I still don't understand it
But **** it, I'm up in this bitch, probably too hard
And I'm high like a kite
Pour the lean in my Sprite but it give me the light, yeah aight
Now my jaw steady lockin'
But, momma, don't worry, you know how I'm rockin'
I tweeked in the alley, OD'd in the lobby
Lost myself couple times, spot 'em, I got 'em
We could be special, it could be amazing
You're ****ing careful, I should try the same thing
Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes
It's just these-
Bad decisions
I'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted