Haunted

I've forfeited my right
To ever sleeping easy
Again at night
Given up on being alone
Cause my conscience is the loudest company
When no one's home
And i still can't believe how quick it happened
From momentary lapse to chain reaction
After all these years
I can't out run your tears
I'll turn 98
Still saying sorry everyday
I need you to know that you're all that i wanted
And that i'm still haunted
I've been losing track of time
Lost in thoughts of a life
That that would not be mine
How many bottles will it take
To wash down the toughest pill
That i'll have to take
I wonder how far we could have seen it
Can one foolish man leave fate defeated
After all these years
I can't out run your tears
I'll turn 98
Still saying sorry everyday
I need you to know that you're all that i wanted
And that i'm still haunted