Abandoned

Sleepless in the night
夜晚难以入睡
I try to loose my faith in you
我努力丢弃对你的信任
saying to myself
自言自语
You can't be the right one for me
你对我不合适

现在你离开了
And now that you're gone
我终于尝到了自由的滋味
I finally get a taste of freedom
唯一的问题是
only problem is'
我并不想自由
I don't really want to be free
我不想被遗弃

我不想你的名字变成魔咒
I don't wanna be abandoned
我不想如此悲伤
I don't want to curse your name
假装我一如往常
I don't wanna feel the sadness
我不想烧掉你的信
Pretending that I'm still the same
我不想面对现实

我不想被遗弃
I don't want to burn your letters
我不想浪费青春
I don't want to face the truth
我努力用你的伪装窒息自己
I don't wanna be abandoned
我相信这浅薄的浪漫
I don't wanna waste my youth
我寻求庇护，但我无法掩饰

但你依然逼着我忍受
I try to suffocate with your pretends
你像抹去香水一样删除我的存在
And I belive in the shallow romance
擦去我所有的感情
I ran for Cover' but I couldn't hide
而这段时间你假装的孤独
And still you try to get me to abide
是因为你不想看到我纠结的混乱

我不想被遗弃
You scratched me like a perfume mad
我不想你的名字变成魔咒
erasing all the feelings that I had
我不想如此悲伤
And all the time you faked this lonelyness
假装我一如往常
cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess
我不想烧掉你的信

我不想面对现实
I donn't wanna be abandoned
我不想被遗弃
I don't want to curse your name
我不想浪费青春
I don't wanna feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same

I don't want to burn your letters
I don't want to face the truth
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't wanna waste my youth