God Keeps

I'm staring in from the outside
我在外界细细观摩
The more I look, the less I see
越用心看，我就越是无法窥其道理
How many forks in the road ahead of me
遥遥大路上有多少伙伴走在我的前方
Trying hard to remember, what I even came here for
竭尽全力去回想我究竟为追寻什么
To talk with the devil and find out what he's coming for
和魔鬼交谈以便弄清他所追求的
Somewhere in the middle there was one truth
真理定然藏在这其中某个地方
Bathe in shadow and light
也许就沉浸在光影交合之处
Don't know where it is, but I will find you
尽然我不甚清楚其位置，仍要接近全力追逐你
Maybe on the other side
说不定就在对面的某处
No release, no release
回荡在我脑海中的声音
From the sound in my head
让我无法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我彻夜难眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I can't stand it
我根本无法相信
No, I can't stand it
我绝不愿相信
No release, no release
回荡在我脑海中的声音
From the sound in my head
让我无法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我彻夜难眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I keep planning
我对其小心斟酌
No, while God keeps laughing at me
尽管神明对我的敏感如此生厌
I'm standing still on the sidelines
矗立在边界的我
I'm paralyzed by the fear I feel
心中的恐惧让我麻木僵硬
Is it in my mind?
它真的存在于我的脑子里吗
Maybe it's not even real
或许它根本就不是真实存在的
I find it hard to stay open
保持无谓的态度实在是太难了
God knows I've tried to keep my heart clean
上帝知道我一直尽力维持内心的纯净
I still write the signs, wonder what even mean
我还会一直留下印记，探寻其中的含义
And finally I've seen there is one truth
最终我绝对会参透
Bathe in shadow and light
在黑暗和光明中重获新生的真理
I don't know where it is, but I will find you
尽然我不甚清楚其位置，仍要接近全力追逐你
Maybe on the other side
说不定就在对面的某处
No release, no release
回荡在我脑海中的声音
From the sound in my head
让我无法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我彻夜难眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I can't stand it
我根本无法相信
No, I can't stand it
我绝不愿相信
No release, no release
回荡在我脑海中的声音
From the sound in my head
让我无法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我彻夜难眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I keep planning
我对其小心斟酌
No, while God keeps laughing at me
尽管神明对我的敏感如此生厌
I've seen the face, I can't erase
我无法抹去记忆中的圣迹
Out come the whispers daunting
它的低言轻语已然如此摄人心魄
I turn around, I come undone
我不得不背过身，以减轻压迫而来的威严
I know this ain't no way to be
我知道这是无法逾越的
No release, no release, no release
休想逃脱
No release, no release
休想逃脱
From the sound in my head
我脑海中一直回荡这警示
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我彻夜难眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I can't stand it
我根本无法相信
No, I can't stand it
我绝不愿相信
No release, no release
回荡在我脑海中的声音
From the sound in my head
让我无法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我彻夜难眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I keep planning
我对其小心斟酌
No, while God keeps laughing at me
尽管神明对我的敏感如此生厌