The L Word

You say I'm bitter, baby
I say I'm misunderstood
I can barely understand myself
I know I'm acting crazy
Sometimes I feel like damaged goods
Lately I can't tell
Maybe I do, maybe I don't
Baby I don't know what I want
I've got a lot going on in my mind
I don't wanna say the L word
Cause I don't know what it means for us
I don't wanna say the L word
Cause I don't know what it means for you and me
You say it's unfair
I don't blame you if you hate me
I think I hate myself too
But baby you know I care
There's just something weighing me down
We can't hide the truth
Maybe I do, maybe I don't
Baby I don't know what I want
I've got a lot going on inside
I don't wanna say the L word
Cause I don't know what it means for us
I don't wanna say the L word
Cause I don't know what it means for you and me
I need some space to breathe
Space to think
Space to be me cause I barely know her
Maybe I do, maybe I don't
Baby I don't know what I want
I've got a lot going on
I've got a lot going on
I've got a lot going on in my mind
I don't wanna say the L word
Cause I don't know what it means for us
I don't wanna say the L word
Cause I don't know what it means for you and me