Until The End

I can't find the words
In my head
Just dreams and could have beens
Swirling dancing keeping my
Heart's true feelings braindead
I can't say the thoughts
In my mind
Something is hurting
Headaches
Heart breaks making my
Logical love confined
But in the dark
I see that
Nothing's forever
It's a mental mark
To say that
It's now or never
And the synapses spark
Oh to the beat of my heart
And ideas and my fears
They come flooding
But when reality hits
Between my dopamine kicks
Any doubt comes without
All the panicking
And when the night gets cold
And all the stories are told
I can see that to me
You're a godsend
And there's a phrase in my brain
That comes again and again
It says
I'll follow you
Oh until the end
Now I see the world
Through four eyes
Brown blue
Me and you
Senses relay telling my
Heart to hold on and fly
So in the dark
I feel we're
Closer together
It's a mental mark
For us that
It's now or never
And the synapses spark
Oh to the beat of our hearts
And ideas and my tears
They come flooding
And when reality hits
Between my dopamine kicks
I just hope I can cope
With the panicking
And when the night gets cold
And all our stories are told
I still see that to me
You're my godsend
And there's a phrase in my brain
That comes again and again
It says
I'll follow you
Oh until the end