Better Drugs

Yep
Yeah

草草结了账单准备离开
I pay my own bills
我想这里也不会还有其他女孩
I don't feel like any other girl here (Yeah)
当我与他人诉说我的迷茫焦虑时
When I talk about my anxiety
却感觉像身处在两个世界，一切都不对
In the wrong society
我不觉得有人能够感同身受
I don't think anyone else can relate (relate)
他们只会说我得去好好看看

就因为我看起来乱成一团吗
They say I need therapy
也许我只是融入不了罢了
'Cause I've got no symmetry
要怎么才能肆意呢
Maybe I just don't fit in
我要怎样才能畅快呢

怎么去感受
How do I feel good
也许我需要更真挚的爱
How do I feel good
还是能有真正相信的朋友
How do I feel
看着钞票叠得再高也不为所动

但我真正想要的，渴求的
Maybe I need better love
我真正想要的，渴求的
Or better friends I can trust
只是能让我忘却烦恼的药
I can watch the money pile up
我只想要更好的
But when I think about it
只是能让我忘却烦恼的药
But when I think about it
我只想要更好的

早就不是1950年时代了
I just want better drugs, drugs
我非那种在厨房里都要追求好看的人
I just want better, better
或者说看起来很搭，这些都只是选择
I just want better drugs, drugs
而选择把自己关在家里保持着最后理智的
I just want better, better
就只有我吗

也许这就是我的性格吧
It's not 1950
我从未觉得低人一等
I'm not in the kitchen tryna look pretty
为什么会越来越糟
Or conform, that's a strategy
我只想要感受畅快
Is it just me on house arrest
要怎样
Tryin' not to go crazy ( crazy-zy-zy-zy)
能怎样

应该怎样
Maybe it's my character
也许我需要更真挚的爱
I don't feel inferior
还是能有真正相信的朋友
Why does that make it worse?
看着钞票叠得再高也不为所动

但我真正想要的，渴求的
I just want wanna feel good
我真正想要的，渴求的
How do I
只是能让我忘却烦恼的药
How do I
我只想要更好的
How do I
只是能让我忘却烦恼的药

我只想要更好的
Maybe I need better love
也许我需要更真挚的爱
Or better friends I can trust
还是能有真正相信的朋友
I can watch the money pile up
看着钞票叠得再高也不为所动
But when I think about it
但我真正想要的，渴求的
But when I think about it
我真正想要的，渴求的

我想要的只不过是
I just want better drugs, drugs
肆意
I just want better, better
畅快
I just want better drugs, drugs
我想要的只不过是
I just want better, better
肆意

畅快
Maybe I need better love
仅此而已
Or better friends I can trust
我只想要肆意畅快
I can watch the money pile up
我只想要肆意畅快
But when I think about it
我只想要肆意畅快
But when I think about it
我只想要肆意畅快

为什么不能肆意畅快
I just want better-
我只想
Feel good
也许我需要更真挚的爱
Feel good
还是能有真正相信的朋友
I just want it
看着钞票叠得再高也不为所动
Feel good
但我真正想要的，渴求的
Feel good
我真正想要的，渴求的
I just want it
我想要的只是能让我忘却烦恼的药

我只想要更好的
I just wanna feel good
我想要的只是能让我忘却烦恼的药
I just wanna feel good
我只想要更好的
I just wanna feel good
I just wanna feel good
Why can't I feel good
I just wanna

Maybe I need better love
Or better friends I can trust
I can watch the money pile up
But when I think about it
But when I think about it

I just want better drugs, drugs
I just want better, better
I just want better drugs, drugs
I just want better, better