My Mind Playin' Tricks On Me

I sit alone in my four-cornered room staring at candles
我独自坐在房间, 盯着烛光
Oh that **** is on?
啥? 已经开始了么?
Let me drop some **** like this here..
让我给你们来点狠货...
At night I can't sleep,I toss and turn
深夜里我辗转反侧, 难以入眠
Candlesticks in the dark,visions of bodies bein' burned
黑暗中烛光闪闪,似幻影在飘散
Four walls just starin' at a *****
四面墙壁也似乎在紧盯着我
I'm paranoid,sleepin' with my finger on the trigger
我是被迫害妄想狂,睡觉也要紧抠扳机上
My mother's always stressin' I ain't livin' right
我母亲常给我施压,说这样过不是办法
But I ain't going out without a fight
每次出门, 都要跟她大吵一架
See,everytime my eyes close
每当我闭上双眼
I start sweatin' and blood starts comin' out my nose
就开始鼻血直喷,汗流满面
There's somebody watchin' the Ack
总感觉有人在监视着我
But I don't know who it is,so I'm watchin' my back
但我不清楚是谁,因此我格外警惕马虎不得
I can see him when I'm deep in the covers
每当我闭上双眼他便会出现
When I awake I don't see the ***********
而当我醒来, 他却已消失不见
He owns a black hat like I own
他有顶和我一样的黑帽子
A black suit and a cane like my own
跟我一样的衣服与拐棍
Some might say"Take a chill,B~"
可能有人会劝我 "放松点,小伙"
But **** that ****,there's a ***** tryin' to kill me!
别废话了,这可是有人想杀我!
I'm pumpin' in the clip when the wind blows
一丝风吹草动,我都得赶紧上膛准备行动
Every twenty seconds got me peepin' out my window
每隔20秒我必向窗外仔细巡视一番
Investigatin' the joint for traps
看是否有埋伏让我沦为这盘中之餐
Checkin' my telephone for taps
检查我的电话有没被窃听
I'm starin' at the woman on the corner
搞了半天,只是个弱女子在角落里
It's ****** up,when your mind is playin' tricks on you
太屮蛋了,大脑狠狠玩弄了我自己
I make big money,I drive big cars
我赚大钱,我开豪车
Everybody know me,it's like I'm a movie star
我名声在外,世人争先追捧着我
But late at night,somethin' ain't right
但一到深夜, 就感觉不太对劲
I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucka's head lights
老感觉有几个家伙在悄悄尾随
Is it that fool that I ran off the block?
难道是我上周放跑的那蠢货?
Or is it that ***** last week that I shot?
还是上周开枪射过的那位哥?
Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars?
抑或 买了我惨了面粉的假货?
Thought he had caine but it was Gold Medal Flour?
被我骗走五千刀的 那个家伙 ?
Reach under my seat,grabbed my popper for the suckas
摸了摸座位底下, 我掏出了家伙
Ain't no use to be lyin,I was scareder than a ***********
躲藏已经来不及,我被吓得不行
But they're laughin' at pow pies and buried that quick
他们的笑声此起彼伏又很快隐没
If it's goin' down,let's get this **** over with
事已至此, 就干脆来个了断
Here they come,just like I figured
他们来了, 如我所料
I got my hand on the ************' trigger
我已准备好,抠动扳机
What I saw'll make your ass start gigglin'
但眼前的真相,却给我重重一击
Three black crippled and crazy senior citizens
虚惊一场,三个残疾黑老头而已
I live by the sword
我无时无刻带着武器
I take my boys everywhere I go
不管到哪都带着兄弟
because I'm paranoid
因为我是被迫害妄想狂
I keep lookin' over my shoulder and peepim' around corners
必须保证周围安然无恙
My mind is playin' tricks on me
我的脑子总是玩弄我自己..
Day by day it's more impossible to cope
日复一日, 我变得更加离谱
I feel like I'm the one that's doing ****
感觉惟我一人, 还在贩毒
Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous
双手不停颤抖,因我过度紧张
Every Sunday mornin' I'm in service
每个周日早上,我都要去教堂
Prayin' for forgiveness
祷告请求宽恕
And tryin' to find an exit out the business
想金盆洗手,试图找到出路
I know the Lord is lookin' at me
我深知, 上帝都看在眼里
But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy
直到现在, 我都很难开心
I often drift while I drive
我开车时常精神惚恍
Havin' fatal thoughts of suicide
有强烈的自杀倾向
BANG and get it over with
朝自己开一枪让一切结束
And then I'm worry-free,but that's ********
然后便解脱了？这可不行！
I got a little boy to look after
我还有个年幼的儿子需要照顾
And if I died then my child would be a bastard
如果我死了他便从此无亲无故
I had a woman down with me
曾有个水深火热的女人
But to me it seems like she was down to get me
是她单恋我,爱的死去活来
She helped me out in this ****
她也曾试图解救我
But to me she was just another *****
而那时于我而言她只是个妞而已
Now she's back with her mother
如今她搬回了娘家
Now I'm realizing that I love her
我才意识到我爱她
Now I'm feelin' lonely
现在我感到孤独无比
My mind is playin' tricks on me..
我的脑子又开始捉弄起自己..
This year Halloween fell on a weekend
今年的万圣节是在周末
Me and Geto Boys are trick-or-treatin'
我和GetoBoys也玩了把"不给糖就捣乱"
Robbin' little kids for bags
抢夺小朋友的糖果袋
Till an old man got behind our ass
直到一个老家伙出现
So we speeded up the pace
于是我们撒腿就跑
Took a look back,and he was right before our face
缓过神来,他已站在我们跟前
He'd be in for a squabble no doubt
毋庸置疑,他绝对是短跑健将
So I swung and hit the ***** in his mouth
于是我对着他的嘴就是狠狠一拳
He was goin' down,we figured
他快倒下了, 我们心想
But this wasn't no ordinary *****
但这家伙绝非等闲之辈
He stood about six or seven feet
他是个两米多的大个
Now,that's the ***** I'd be seein' in my sleep
原来,这便是我噩梦中的家伙
So we triple-teamed on him
于是我们三人一同对他拳脚伺候
Droppin' them ************' B's on him
给了这家伙一顿海扁
The more I swung the more blood flew
一拳又一拳, 血花四溅
Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared too
事后大家便散开了
Then I felt just like a fiend
有一瞬乎觉自己是个恶魔
It wasn't even close to Halloween
这还不到万圣节
It was dark as death on the streets
街头就已暗无天日
My hands were all bloody from punchin' on the concrete
我懊恼不已,用血肉模糊的拳头捶着墙壁
God damn,homie,my mind is playin' tricks on me..
该死,伙计,我的脑子又开始捉弄起自己..