Happier

Feels like I'm spending my whole life waiting
感觉我穷尽一生都用来等待
Is there something more
我还有其他事可做吗
Feels like I'm happier eyes closed dreaming
我感觉闭目驰思遐想
Than living anymore
可比生活有趣多了
By now I thought I'd have my shit together
我还以为现在我已经振作起来了
By now I thought that I'd be doing better
本以为我想我应该会做得更好了
Right now it's looking like that might be never
可现在看来一切都是空谈
Right now it's looking like that might be never
如今看看这都是天方夜谭
I thought that I'd be happier
我还觉得以后生活会开心些
Just thought that I'd be happier
可真就是我自己觉得
Didn't think I'd have it all
我没幻想着自己啥都有
Guess I just thought I'd be happier
就想着每天都开开心心的
I'm spending money I haven't made yet
我还在提前消费
Tell me I'm important
告诉我 我很重要
Been faking smiles so long my face hurts
一直假装微笑脸都僵硬了
Just pretend you feel normal
就为了表明你自己过得还好
By now I thought I'd have my shit together
我还以为现在我已经振作起来了
By now I thought that I'd be doing better
本以为我想我应该会做得更好了
Right now it's looking like that might be never
可现在看来一切都是空谈
Right now it's looking like that might be never
如今看看这都是天方夜谭
I thought that I'd be happier
我还觉得以后生活会开心些
Just thought that I'd be happier
可真就是我自己觉得
Didn't think I'd have it all
我也没幻想着自己啥都有
Guess I just thought I'd be happier
就想着每天都开开心心的
I thought that I'd be happier
我觉得以后生活会开心些
Just thought that I'd be happier
但可真就是我自己觉得
I don't even want it allall
我甚至没幻想着自己啥都有
Just wanna feel a little happier
就只愿每天都开开心心的