beast friend

I know that you don't want me at your house, just say it
I'm walking aimless, kick me out, I'll take it
One day you'll switch up on me when I'm famous
Can't be in the same place if you're gonna hate it
I know you hate it, see the way you fake it
See me in your posts untagged like I'm nameless
You're not even acting abrasive
Were not even friends and it's blatant
I'm sorry that I didn't talk, I'm such a nuisance
Can't even tell my ****in' friends that I make music
Bitch, I'm the blueprint, you been acting ruthless
Give me my credit where it's due, no more choosing
Do it tomorrow, I hit snooze, money pooling
Are you even making ****in' money doing school shit?
I never thought I'd be one of- (Z-Z-Zero), I'll always be a ****in' zero, that's not new shit
One more, two more, three more down the drain
I lost everybody but I feel the same
You become the beast of a friend that I once knew
Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw
I thought I knew you, guess not
I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop
Pen drop? Guess not
Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw
I thought I knew you, guess not
I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop
Do you play my music at night? Do you play my music when you're alone?
Do you think I did it right? Would you play it again tomorrow?
Kicking rocks on the way home
You won the game, you can rub it in
I'll still get my trophy even if I throw it in the dustbin
No plans, I wanna be your best friend
Meet ends, I'm dancin' 'til the world ends
Deep cleanse, showcasing all my defects
I'm sorry that I can't be perfect
I'm worthless, I'm helpless, I'm lazy and I'm jealous
But on the outside, I try so hard to be selfless
I'm precious, I always try to act, I'm reckless
You become the beast of a friend that I once knew
Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw
I thought I knew you, guess not
I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop
Pen drop? Guess not
Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw
I thought I knew you, guess not
I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop