i'm not cool

Wake up
清醒过来
All I do is play games
我所做的一切都是在玩游戏
It sucks
真糟糕啊
Looking for a new place
想找个空间躲进去
No luck
运气不佳噢
Stuck inside a old wave
我又重蹈覆辙了
18
18岁的我
Will I ever change?
会有所改变吗
One ace
一张王牌
Same pace
一样的速度
It's strange
这有些奇怪
All I ever hear is "Back in my day"
我耳边回响着“回到我的生活吧”
Or
或是
Get laid
找个女伴
Try coke
尝试一下
Get paid
领取报酬
Imma real that's not in my lane
我说真的那不是我该走的路
Bro
兄弟
I'm not cool
我并不酷
Not hard to see that
这是显而易见的事
I wish I could be
我希望我能成为
A better me
一个更好的自己
Yeah
啊
It's a crash
意料之外
Lost inside the ocean
迷失在海洋里
Being rash
脑子发热
Lemme see the eye of youth
让我看看你青春的瞳孔
I don't mind
我不介意
Being in the open
在公开场合
But it's hard
但这有点难的是
Thinking of the words to say
想要开口说出的话
So
所以
I'll cry
我只会哭
I'll stay inside
我会呆在角落里
But I think I'll
但我会想
Give it another try
再试一试吧
It's all that **** inside my mind
所有糟心事在心口难开
How the **** do I do it right?
我到底该怎么做才是对的

在床上
In bed
我不想熬夜
I don't wanna stay up
冷冰冰的手
Cold hands
找不到地方安放
Searching for a place to stay
我空虚
Empty
想着以后的打算
Looking for a notion
我尝试着
I tried
像理想中的自己
Being like the other me
但是每一次
And it's gone
都事与愿违啊
Every time
我想念你时
I missed you and I
我会做点事
I did this for me
我无法摆脱
I'm stuck with
尼古丁
The Nicotine
我并不酷
I'm not cool
这不难看出
Not hard to see that
我希望我能成为
I wish I could be
更好的自己
A better me
啊
Yeah