I Want to Vanish

I want to vanish
我想就此消失
This is my fondest wish
这是我最急切的愿望
To go where I cannot be captured
去到一个不能找到我的地方
Laid on a decorated dish
放置在装饰盘子里
Even in splendor this curious fate
这奇妙的生活如此辉煌多彩
Is more than I care to surrender
而我宁愿选择放弃
Now it's too late
只是现在已经太晚了
Whether in wonder or indecent haste
无论是迷茫无知还是碌碌无为
You arrange the mirrors and the spools
你架起镜子摆出线轴
To snare the rare and precious jewels
串出罕见而珍贵的珍宝
That were only made of paste
那只不过是个赝品
If you should stumble upon my last remark
如果最后你功亏一篑
I'm crying in the wilderness
我会在无人的荒野里独自哭泣
I'm trying my best to make it dark
我正努力着使它暗淡
How can I tell you I'm rarer than most
我该如何告诉你 我比大多数更加罕见
I'm certain as a lost dog
我像是一只迷失的狗
Pondering a sign post
对着一个突兀的标杆发呆
Whether in wonder or indecent haste
无论是迷茫无知还是碌碌无为
You arrange the mirrors and the spools
你架起镜子摆出线轴
To snare the rare and precious jewels
串出罕见珍贵的珍宝
That were only made of paste
那只不过是个赝品
I want to vanish
我想就此消失
This is my last request
这已是我最后的要求
I've given you the awful truth
我给了你可怕的事实
Now give me my rest
现在我只想好好休息