girls dont like me

[yesterday]
Yeah girl, I get it, I'm all too concerned
With the lesson that I never really learned
You ain't somethin' that I ever saw as a cure
So get lost or get with it
This loves been finished
My hearts on fire
'Cause I don't know how to quit it
And if I ever had a second to take back
I'd save it for someone
Who ain't lookin' for payback
I thought you loved me
But it isn't the same
So I'll stay ****ed up
Tryna numb all my pain

Just take me back, found my own little slice of home
It'll never be the same but I feel grown
Ain't nobody lovin' you like I did
Hearts offline and my heads been split
Hands on the wheel, runnin' off of the road
You can have my life if i got your soul
Same old shit with a brand new bitch
**** this life, I'm over it
[barren]
If by now you didn't know
I prefer to spend my days alone
Held captive only by these four walls
Haven't answered a single call, all night
Been dealing with a hell of an internal gripe
Triplet flows keeping this brain alive
With how much I'm smoking
The future ain't looking too bright
Can barely remember to write down a line
People keep asking, bitch no, I ain't fine
Dreading a pointless, unfulfilling life
Somebody come and take this mic
I could rant and rave with all my might
Don't wanna be too specific
Nah this shit ain't even written
I can shit out a rhyme
That you call your best work
And ya lady still love me
Man, I can be such a jerk
I take out my anger on all in my path
Ruining friendships I never had
Losing a loved one that I'll never grasp
Dealing with the pain that comes with it all
Just me 'n' the homies
**** it we ball
Just me 'n' the homies
**** it we ball