Emo Lullaby :'(

I could talk to the wall
我能够面壁自语
Least that's what they’d tell me
至少他们告诉我
Never liked silence too much
我不愿寂寞独处
It tends to scare me
这常常把我吓坏
Now we’re talking ‘bout my parents
现在我同你聊起我的父母
And my extended family
还谈论起我的那些亲戚们
It’s all spilling out
我开始口无遮拦
Sorry for oversharing
抱歉全让你知晓

I’ve been painting the walls
我宁愿去粉刷墙壁
And it’s making me dizzy
熏得自己头晕目眩
Haven’t called my friends in a while
许久未同挚友联系
Wonder if they miss me
想着他们是否想我
Wrote my feelings on the ceiling
天花板上写下念想
Find it in the morning
到清晨我方才发觉
Can’t ignore it now
现在已经无法忽视
Sorry for oversharing
抱歉我的口无遮拦

Sleeping in the backyard
在后院里昏沉睡去
Thought I saw Michael in my dreams
梦里仿佛看见迈克
Wake up under black stars
黑星之下猛然惊醒
It’s just a cycle, go back to sleep
循环罢了继续躺下

Sometimes I wish I could scream
有时我想要叫出声
When no one else is listening
在四下无人的时候
I remember being thirteen
我仍记得十三岁时
Man, that shit was heavy
抛下我离开的渣男
Now I’m talking to somebody
现在我正在和那个
That I’m paying once a week
一周一付的人聊天
I’m relearning how to breathe
我好似重学着呼吸
At the age of 23
在二十三岁的年华

Sleeping in the backyard
在后院里昏沉睡去
Thought I saw Michael in my dreams
梦里仿佛看见迈克
Wake up under black stars
黑星之下猛然惊醒
It’s just a cycle, go back to sleep
循环罢了继续躺下
Sleeping in the backyard
在后院里昏沉睡去
Thought I saw Michael in my dreams
梦里仿佛看见迈克
Wake up under black stars
黑星之下猛然惊醒
It’s just a cycle, go back to sleep
循环罢了继续躺下

I could talk to the wall
我能够面壁自语
Least that's what they’d tell me
至少他们告诉我
Never liked silence too much
我不愿寂寞独处