Not Ok (Stripped)

I opened the door, know you be sleeping
我打开了门，你正熟睡着
I lay down with you if you only knew
我侧卧在你身边，如果你知道了
Where I have been, what I've been up to
我去了哪，我刚忙着做了什么
It would kill you, yeah
真相会让你悲痛欲绝
As soon as you wake I have to say it
不久后你起身了，我必须要坦白了
And tell you 'bout him, let it sink in
坦白关于他的事，随即便沉沦在这尴尬气氛中
Want you to know it didn't mean anything, no
想让你知道这没什么，然而
Nothing to me, no
仅仅只是对于我来说没什么
I don't know why I did what I did
我不知道为什么我会做那样的傻事
I followed him home
我随着他进了他家
I don't know why I did what I did
我不知道为什么我会做那样的傻事
But it felt like a good idea at the moment
但是在那一刹那间我是那么心荡神迷
And it felt like a good idea just to hold him
他在我怀中的感觉仿佛心头撞鹿
For one night
“今晚我们一起吧”
I say, I say it's okay
我说着：“没事，我能理解你现在的感觉”
If you want me gone I'm on my way
如果你想要我卷铺走人的话我现在就收拾东西
I say it's okay, hey
我说着：“没事的，我能理解”
I know what I've done, it's no mistake
我知道我做了些什么傻事，我明白
If I could undo just the night
如果我能让时光逆流至那夜，阻止这一切
When I had his body next to mine
当他与我在床上亲密无间时
It would be okay, but we're not okay
这可能对于我来说没什么，但这份爱已然黯淡谢幕
You're looking at me likе I'm a stranger
你冷漠地望向我，仿佛我早与你陌路
You pack up my stuff and calling it off
你收拾好我的东西，叫我滚开
I sit on the bed scrеaming, "I'm sorry"
我坐在床上哭喊着：“对不起！”
But sorry ain't enough, no
但一句对不起又能起什么用呢
I don't know why I did what I did
我不知道为什么我会那样做
I followed him home
我随着他进了他家
I don't know why I did what I did
我不知道为什么我要那样做
But it felt like a good idea at the moment
但在那一瞬间萌发的悸动是那样强烈
And it felt like a good idea just to hold him
在他怀中的感觉是那样让人着迷
For one night
“今晚有空吗？”
I say, I say it's okay
我说着“我懂的，我明白”
If you want me gone I'm on my way
你想要我滚我现在就收拾东西
I say it's okay, hey
我说着“没有关系，我明白”
I know what I've done, it's no mistake
我知道我都做了些什么，我明白
If I could undo just the night
倘若时间能逆流到那晚，抹去那晚
When I had his body next to mine
那晚我与他在一起的时候
It would be okay, but we're not okay
这可能对我来说没什么，但我们关系却破裂了
I say, I say it's okay
我懂你的感受，我明白
If you want me gone I'm on my way
如果你想要我滚我现在就收拾东西
I say it's okay, hey
我懂你的感受，我明白
I know what I've done, it's no mistake
我知道我都做了些什么，我明白
If I could undo just the night
如果我能抹去那晚的存在的话
When I had his body next to mine
当他就在我身边的那晚
It would be okay, but we're not okay
我可能没什么，但这份爱已经式微
Standing in the hallway
站在走廊上
Tried to rub my head from how I ruined all the good things
试着忘却我所做的一切
I go back to bedroom to see if you have changed your mind
回到卧室看看你改变了注意没
But you ask if I would leave soon
但是你却让我快点滚开
And I say, I say it's okay
我懂你的感受，我明白的
If you want me gone I'm on my way
如果你想要我走的话我现在就收拾东西
I say it's okay, hey
我懂你的感受，我明白的
I know what I've done, it's no mistake
我知道我都做了些什么
If I could undo just the night
如果我能抹去那一晚的存在的话
When I had his body next to mine
我和他在一起的那夜
It would be okay, but we're not okay, no, no
我可能没什么，但这份爱已然黯淡谢幕
We're not okay
我们就这样成为了陌生人
'Cause I ruined all the good things
因为我毁了我们之前的美好
Ruined all the good things, mhm
我们之前的种种美好