Never Had The Balls

I was lost, felt nothing at all but
我迷失了 却毫无感觉
I'm Coming back now, yeah, I'm in the background
我又回来了 重回幕后之中
No need to react now that everything's done (but let me say)
既然一切尘埃落定 那就无需多言
I thought I would be simple enough
我以为自己已经足够简单了
And I had to grow up just to learn all the ways that it's not
但我不得不成长啊 学习那些不寻常的道理
But I never thought I'd call it quits in my whole life
但在我的人生里 永不言弃
I never aimed to feel confused,
我从不为此而困惑
I blame myself to tell the truth
却因为说出事实而责备自己
But now I know everything's hard when you're living in the dark
但现如今 我理解了黑暗中世间的疾苦
And you don't even wanna see through
你却不愿透过黑暗望向光明
If that had to be the way I was feeling for days
如果这就是几天里我的感受
If I knew it back then, I probably wouldn't do it
如果以前的我懂得这一切 我或许不会做这件事
But I never got the chance to tell you
但我从未有机会告诉你啊
I never had the balls to tell you
我从未有勇气告诉你
No I never had the balls to tell you
我从未有胆量告诉你
I did everything that I could,
我尽力而为
But still I was helpless (so helpless)
却仍旧无助
I shouldn't waste my precious time
我不应该浪费宝贵的时间
On anyone living off of mine
在那些依赖我的人身上
And now I know that things are getting better
现在我知道 一切都在变好
I could live like this forever
生活可以永远这样好下去
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yea-eah
When I found my own way out
当我自己找到出路的时候
Was to open my mouth and be honest
那便是我坦诚地说出事实之时
I had to go and do it! Yeah
我必须这样做
This could be the best decision that you ever made
这可能是我做过的最好决定
Please, don't be afraid, she reassures me
请别害怕 她向我保证
I know it's hard to play-pretend
我知道很难伪装
And promise to you with truth to end
向我保证你对真相的忠诚
That winners never quit, you know, so quitters never win
赢家永不退缩 你懂的 所以轻言放弃的人只会输
(It's only getting better now for you)
对你来讲 一切都会变好
I'm your man if you're looking for good times
如果你想找乐子 找我就好
Feeling amazing and I'm on my way home
回家的路上心情好极了
Yeah, I'm finally in the zone
我终于进入了专注的心境
I heard the word 'Goodbye'
我听过告别
And felt surprised that I wasn't even sad
对自己的无动于衷而惊讶
In the slightest
一点也不惊讶
My mind was made up, but
我已作出决定 但是
If I had to life only being polite
如果我必须礼貌待人
I'd be giving in
我大概会放弃
I'm never gonna do it
我大概不会做这件事
I'll never get the chance to tell you
我不会有机会告诉你
I never had the balls to tell you
我不会有勇气告诉你
No, I never had the balls to tell you, now
我不会有勇气告诉你
(Whoa-oh-oh)
(Balls to tell you)
没有勇气告诉你
(Balls to tell you)
没有胆量告诉你
(I never got the chance to tell you)
我不会有机会告诉你
(I never had the balls to tell you)
我不会有勇气告诉你
(Balls to tell you)
没有勇气告诉你
(But I never got the chance to tell you)
我不会有勇气告诉你
(I never had the balls to tell you)
我不会有勇气告诉你
I didn't
不会有
(Balls to tell you)
没有胆量告诉你