Move On

Sunlight floods my room
Through a dingy hotel curtain
I sit here thinking that it's March here in Orlando
And you and I, we wore the same flowers in our hair
Strangely there shouldn't be anything
But there are a whole lot of little things
That keep reminding me that we're not the same
As we were last year
I feel as if you're never gone
But even less often here
I'll be fine, just give me time to clear my mind
And move on
Move on
So here I am writing
Words that I cannot say
I think aloud but there's no one here to answer me
The wall looks on with patronizing sympathy, oh no
I'm tired of feeling broken
Defeated by the very mention of your name
There's not a lot that I cannot overcome
But it's not this drowning in humility
Lines are drawn to preserve my very sanity
Let's not be fake
I'm the one to blame
I'd hate to think that you were impossible
And it's been so vague
Maybe it was my mistake
You have my apology
My apology, yeah
I feel as if you're never gone
But even less often here