Ptsd

Overthinking
胡思乱想
This shit way too toxic
无法自拔
I can tell if you are bein' honest
我看得出来你诚实与否
Maybe you keep costumes in your closet
也许 我的衣服还在你的衣柜里
Wonder, you're human, the natural robotic
你忽而柔情 忽而冰冷
I can't stand when our love is on my way too much
对于爱情 我不想总是让我主动
Can't stand when there's someone who doesn't give a f**k
我也希望我的热情能有所回报
It's a gift and a curse when you fall in love
坠入爱河后 既让人开心 也让人恼火
You remind me of my past and that shit was rough
你让我想起过去 不堪一提
PTSD got me messed up (messed up)
PTSD 我思绪混乱
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
PTSD 搞砸了我
PTSD, I had enough of (of)
我受够了
Yeah, I need to refillin' my cup
我需要再斟满酒杯
I’ve been fallin’
我走不出来
You just out here rollin'
你却不以为然
Way too anxious
我真的很焦虑
Why you out there smiling?
你却还能笑得出来
Number, number
手机里的号码
Which number you're diallin'?
你要拨哪个
Waitin' for you but it feels like you haven't
我一直在等你 但你真的有在等我吗
I can't stand when our love is on my way too much
对于爱情 我不想总是让我主动
Can't stand when there's someone who doesn't give a f**k
我也希望我的热情能有所回报
It's a gift and a curse when you fall in love
爱情之路 有悲有喜
You remind me of my past and that shit was rough
你让我想起过去 真是糟糕
PTSD got me messed up (messed up)
PTSD 我思绪混乱
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
PTSD 搞砸了我
PTSD, I had enough of (of)
PTSD 我受够了
Yeah, I need to refillin' my cup (cup)
我要再次以酒为友了
Yeah, had the crazy baddie back in the ease
有个疯狂的女孩子又找上了我
She has told me that she only f**kin’ with me
她说她只愿陪在我身边
But suddenly everything changed with a text
但这一切随着一条短信内容改变了
It said that she may it be false to react
看得出来 她态度有些失常
And when it goes so mean like a ROIs
她对待我如此吝啬
I was temporary just like a toy
我就像是她的临时玩物
I couldn’t talk within the phone and out of my voice
在电话中 我说不出话 泣不成声
I had Geneva to forget with my boys
找我的朋友们饮酒作乐
Crazy thing’s that this wasn’t the first
这不是第一次了
How do I know that you ain’t gon be worst
我又怎么知道你如此令我失望
I’ve been bring it to the whole universe
我把这种坏情绪带到全宇宙去
Send me somethin’ that I really deserve
请认真对待我 我值得
I ain’t never tryna relate the past
我并不想再回首过往
Trauma, trauma, trauma, that shit is whack
一次又一次受伤 我早已习惯
You really triggered dotter bad memories
你真的让我想起那段黯淡时光
And I know you’re lyin’, where we’re now remedied
我知道你在骗我 但现在怎么补救这一切？
I can't stand when our love is on my way too much
所以 这次不要再让我主动
Can't stand when there's someone who doesn't give a f**k
请你认真对待我 这次别再敷衍了事
It's a gift and a curse when you fall in love
磕磕绊绊 这是爱情该有的样子
You remind me of my past and that shit was rough
你使我想起过去 那一段黑暗时光
PTSD got me messed up (messed up)
我被PTSD搞得一团糟
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
受够了
PTSD, I had enough of (of)
这次我真的受够了
Yeah, I need to refillin' my cup (cup)
把酒倒上
PTSD got me messed up (messed up)
受伤如此之深
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
一切都已搞砸
PTSD, I had enough of (of)
受够了
Yeah, I need to refillin' my cup (cup)
我要再次把酒倒满