Broken Trust

Girl how will I love you, I can't love myself?
女孩我该怎么爱你 我已经不能自己
Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else
每天醒来我都希望自己是别人
Girl how will I love you, I can't love myself?
女孩我该怎么爱你 我已经不能自己
Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else
每天醒来我都希望自己能是别人
Uh, I swear these days I can't even hold conversations
唉 我发誓这些天我紧张的连话都说不出来
Gave you my trust, when everyone said you'd break it
给你我足够的信任 尽管每个人都说你会打破它
I got lost in the sadness, in ways of hatred
我独自一人迷失在悲伤和痛苦之中
Now I'm battling myself and I don't know if imma make it
现在我与自己的内心争斗 但不知道能否成功
Weight of the world on my back but I'm still standing
痛苦的情绪压在我的肩上 但我仍然站的笔直
We never seem to see the things we take for granted
我们似乎从来没有看到我们做一些理所当然的事情
Since 6, I was wishing I was on a different planet
从我6岁开始 我就希望我在一个不同的星球上
We say were depressed, they say we don't understand it
我们说很抑郁消沉 但他们并不理解
Funny cause I've known I was different for a while
好笑的是我知道我有段时间和之前不一样了
Especially when they tell us the norm is to go and smile
尤其是他们告诉我要学会去微笑面对的时候
I bet you that you angry yes this is me just being mild
我敢打赌你又生气了 这是因为我对你的放纵
Was a beast to society was something that's just wild
有时对社会来说就是一个令人讨厌的人
And what's it to my (?) besides a ****ing child
对我来说我就是一个该死的孩子
My confidence just left my chest to single ****ing file
我对自己的信心就只剩一点了
I'm screaming at the mirror with my blood all on the towel
我对着镜子大声尖叫 毛巾上血迹斑斑
When we're at our lowest we forget that death is final
当我们在最低谷时，我们忘记了死亡才是终点
Most of us, but these (?) it's like I don't
这大多数人好像都类似 但我并没有
You'll be dead too, keep copying your idols
你也会死的 就继续模仿你的偶像吧
The s**t I spit isn't some meaningless recital
那些东西我就不毫无意义的逐一列举
It's the truth, then I'll spit it till the day that I slit my throat
如果是真的 那我就说到我喉咙被割破的那一天
Circles growing smaller I'm starting to see the signs
环境变小了我开始逐渐找到方向
I got no regrets for those I had to leave behind
我从不后悔我留下的那些回忆
They held their hand out while the other had a knife
他们伸出手来时另一只手拿着刀
You can only get stabbed by the people right by your side
你只会被你身边的人伤害
I wake up roll another blunt, and smoke it till the (?) is done
我醒来以后再卷了一根叶子 把它飞完
Hoping that this **** fills my lungs, so I don't go feel the gun
希望烟雾能填满我的肺让我不去拿枪
Yeah, they think we kill ourselves for fun
是的 他们认为我们自杀只是因为好玩
Keep laughing cause I'm ****ing done
他们继续嘲笑因为我已经要完了
Girl how will I love you, I can't love myself?
女孩我该怎么爱你 我已经不能自己
Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else
每天醒来我都希望自己是别人
Girl how will I love you, I can't love myself?
女孩我该怎么爱你 我已经不能自己
Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else
每天醒来我都痛恨自己