Nineteen (Nia Archives Remix)

Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor
有些时日当我感到些许沮丧时 我便会将自己摔在地上
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore
如果这样使我疼痛也无妨 因为我再也感受到任何疼痛了
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
我唯一所做便是回家 因为我想看看家中的变化
And then I realised everyone's gone, but I still feel the same
当我意识到所有人已经离去 但我依旧麻木无感

I wasn't meant to be
我本不该在十九岁
This bored at nineteen
就承受这份对人生的困倦
My friend lived next to me
我的朋友住在隔壁
Now she won't wanna see
现在她也不愿前来拜访
Me look differently
我同过往已然不同
Now that I'm nineteen
现在我十九岁了

Nineteen
十九岁
Nineteen
十九岁
Now that I'm nineteen
现在我十九岁了
Nineteen
十九岁

My mind, my mind, my mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a—
我的内心, 我的内心, 我的内心如此孤独 因-因-因为 我-
My mind, my mind, mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a— (Enough the lot, I've had enough)
因-因-因为 我- (我已经历够多 我热衷于憎恨)
My mind, my mind, mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a— (The gore, the pain, I've had so much, I love to hate)
我的内心, 我的内心, 我的内心如此孤独 因-因-因为 我- (鲜血交织着痛苦 我已经历够多 我热衷于憎恨)
My mind, my mind, mind's alone because I'm— (The way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)
我的内心, 我的内心, 我的内心如此孤独 因为我— (我塑造自我的方式同我受的痛苦有关 同时生活艰苦)

Wasn't meant to be (The gore, the pain, I've had so much, I love to hate)
我本不该 (鲜血交织着痛苦 我已经历够多 我热衷于憎恨)
(The way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)
(我塑造自我的方式同我受的痛苦有关 同时生活艰苦)
And I'm never enough, nineteen
我从未感到满足 在这十九岁
My friend lived next to me
我的朋友住在隔壁
Now she won't wanna see
现在她也不愿前来拜访
Me look differently
我同过往已然不同
Now that I'm nineteen
现在我十九岁了