Uno

Yeah I don't know where to start
How do you admit that you're falling apart

I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart

My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart

I've lived the words that I've said
And I live with a voice
That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head

Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead

I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right

'Cos there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself

But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health

I don't care
Don't tell me and don't text me

'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me
It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie

These days I prefer to just not be outside

And these days I just end up spending all of my time

With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright

'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs

I'm doing my best

Still find myself stressed

And I'm no longer sure where I belong

I'm starting rust

Don't know who to trust

Don't trust anyone not even me

Some people concentrate on style too much

But I think I just force myself to smile too much

And I should zoom in for the best

I wanna live my life with no stress

Love life and feel blessed like

It's kind of funny on the inside

I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child ****

And that's pretty much it

Yeah that's pretty much it
Is there anything else

Oh yeah
My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm
I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw
Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile

Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh
And I wonder what it was like to be 11

Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death
Such a thing as heaven why

Every now and then I think about the fact
That I'd become a legend if I died at 27