I Don't Know How To Love Him

I don't know how to love him
what to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
in this past few days when I see myself
I seem like someone else
I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
he's a man, he's just a man
and I've had so many men before
in very many ways, he's just one more
should I bring him down
should I scream and shout
should I speak of love
let my feelings out
I'd never thought I'd come to this
what's it all about
so you think it's rather funny
I should be in his position
I'm the one, who's always there
so calm so cool, no lover's fool
running every show, he scares me so
I'd never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about
yet, if he said he loved me
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head, I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
he scares me so
I wan't him so
I love him so