Valentine's Day (Shameful)

Torn between crying for help
痛苦不堪 我哭寻求助
And not lettin' them see me sweat
不让他们看我狼狈模样
But it's certain shit I can't forget
但肯定让我无法忘记
I won't get over it easy, shit makes me queasy
我难以轻易释怀 这恶心到我
I am making amends with myself
我正在弥补自己
Forgiving me for loving you
宽恕自己爱着你
I took a risk loving loudly, defended you proudly
我大声言爱 为爱走险 以守护着你为傲
Ignored all the signs, yeah, it's true
忽视你犯下的罪错
And the immature me wishes that I could make it known
而那天真稚嫩的我多希望知道
That you should be left alone
该让你一个人呆着
Don't deserve words or thoughts from me
我不该发言 胡思乱想
I can go heal on my own
我能自我疗伤
And the immature me hopes the world sees just who you are, oh
同时那个我又希望让现实告诉你 你不过如此
A facade only gets you so far
你只是虚有其表
And I'm bigger than you, so I can't meet you where you are
我比你好多了 我不能在你所在之处遇见你
I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition
我想叫你名字 但你不配得到肯定
You played the hero but you really are the villain
你扮演着英雄角色 实际上只是个恶棍
There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelin's
我对你的感情 恨之入骨
You called me crazy, but it was my intuition
你说我疯了 但就是我的直觉
Used me for status, and the fame, and recognition
利用我获得地位 名声 和认可
It's ****in' crazy what they do for recognition
他们为获得认可所做的举动实在疯狂
I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition
我想叫你名字 但你不配得到肯定
I'd say your name but I won't, uh
我想叫你 但我不会
I got to give myself credit for loving as hard as I did
我要为自己付出的爱自豪
I helped you fight your addiction and change your whole life
我帮你戒掉药瘾 改变了你整个人生
Just to find myself played in the end
最后却发现自己给耍了
Ain't no regrets cause I'm proud that my heart was so pure
但也不留遗憾 对我的心还如此纯净感到自豪
And I'm never ashamed of my love
我从不为我的爱感到羞耻
Now I'm finding strength in the fact that you're nothing to me
现在我寻求到力量 你对我已经不重要了
And I know the things I am above
我知道我比你好太多
And the immature me wishes I could just run away (Ah, ah, ah)
那个心智不熟的我希望我就这样一走了之
To somewhere I still feel sane
去一个我能保持理智的地方
'Cause truth is I've been ****in' lost since that very day
因为事实上 从那天起我便迷失了方向
And really I'm wishing that I could just catch a break (Ah, ah, ah)
我真的希望我能稍作歇息
It's been Hell every couple days (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
每过两天都仿佛地狱
And now, I'm here broken, expected to carry the weight
现在我心力交瘁 备受期望 担负着重任
I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition (Nah)
我想叫你名字 但你不配得到肯定
You played the hero but you really are the villain
你扮演着英雄角色 实际上只是个恶棍
There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings (Ah)
我对你的感情 恨之入骨
You called me crazy, but it was my intuition (Ah)
你说我疯了 但就是我的直觉
Used me for status and the fame and recognition (Ah)
利用我获得地位 名声 和认可
It's ****ing crazy what they do for recognition (Ooh)
他们为获得认可所做的举动实在疯狂
I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition
我想叫你名字 但你不配得到肯定
I'd say your name but I won't, uh
我想叫你 但我不会
That's just you (Deserve recognition)
值得赞誉 那只是你
I always land on my feet
我总是站稳脚跟
Bounce back game clean and neat (Ah, woah-woah, ah)
在这场游戏中游刃有余 保持纯净整洁
Wish I didn't check your text when you was drunk 'sleep
真希望当时你喝酒醉睡觉时没看你的短信
I've seen everything that I ain't wanna see
看到了我不想看到的一切
That I needed to see, that I needed to be
可我又正需要看清
Hope you live happily ever after with the bitch (Bitch), uh
那就祝你和她幸福生活
Fly to France, wine and crackers, honeymoonin' with the bitch
飞去法国度蜜月 糕点美酒相伴
Hope you **** around and have the son you wanted with the bitch
祝你和她早生贵子
Y'all might be soulmates after all of this, so
毕竟你们会是灵魂伴侣
Out on the table your friends and your family, even your label
公开你的亲朋好友和绰号吧
Everyone love me, damn, it's so shameful
每个人都爱我 这太羞愧了
I kept you stable, you should be grateful
是我保你安稳 你应该心存感激
I ain’t find out sooner that you was unfaithful
但很快我发现你的不忠
Damn, you so shameful
法克 你真的很无耻
So ****ing shameful
真™的可耻
Damn, you're so, uh, ****ing ungrateful, uh
去你的忘恩负义