I Lied (Intro)

Buck, buck, buck
I think I was born inside the cabana
With diamonds and gold on top of the Phantom
Jesus told Mary, "Go get me a hammer"
I'll kill any n*gga that try and to get near him
All of the angels was drinkin' tequila
And Michael was sleepin' with Dirty Diana
And now I can't look at the man in the mirror
My life is a movie and here is the trailer
I ain't no killer, but don't try to play me
I'm out off my pills and now just I'm crazy
I jumped out of Heaven 'cause Lucifer paid me
I needed the money to buy a Mercedes
I f*cked a few b*tches, I had me a baby
I hope that my son don't grow up to hate me
I'm out of my mind and no one can save me
I wish I-
Back when a n*gga was jobless
Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
I was just tryna survive, the money went dry
Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich
Then I'ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)
But f*ck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror
Like what did I do to myself? (Buck, buck, buck)
I think the old me died
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
All of them promises I forgot
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I told my girl I'll give her the world
Whatever she want, consider it done
Soon as I'm rich, I'll buy you a crib
And get you a whip, whatever you want
Promise my n*ggas, I'll give you a million
A couple of cars just so you can stunt
Then I got famous, blew up my head
And f*ck what I said, my n*gga, I'm gone
Hop out the foreign and jump in the stretch
Life is a b*tch, I f*ck her to death
And how do I feel? I'm so much depressed
I'll probably get killed, but f*ck it, I'm blessed
N*gga, I'm rich, I'm done with the stress
Now I got drip, and blood n*ggas sweat
They love when I drip, they want me in debt
Go choke on a d*ck and cut me a check
All of these meds done got me a fever
I wanted a chain but got me a Visa
I came in the game, just droppin' my feet up
You n*ggas is strange, you follow the leader
And me and my pistol like Martin and Gina
We plot on you n*ggas, I'm probably a schemer
I'm easy to hate, I'm harder to love
You say you don't trust me, I wouldn't either, woah (Buck, buck, buck)
I had to move back at home, my momma was heated (Buck, buck, buck)
I lock myself in the room to hide all my demons (Buck, buck, buck)
I told my uncle to give me a loan 'cause I really needed it
Soon as I'm on, I promise I'll pay you in full (Buck, buck)
But, I didn't mean it
Back when a n*gga was jobless
Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
I was just tryna survive, the money went dry
Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich
Then I'ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)
But f*ck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror
Like what did I do to myself? (Buck, buck, buck)
I think the old me died
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
All of them promises I forgot
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I just put some gold Dayton's on my f*ckin' Benzo
Hit the switches, told your b*tch, "Come f*ck me 'cause I said so"
They say, "Joyner, you done changed, you done lost your mental
You blew up and all that humble sh*t went out the window"
I ain't the same, I used to be different
They say that I changed, well, maybe you right
Maybe them pills the doctor prescribed me, got me wanna kill, and maybe I might
Maybe my family upset 'cause I made it
'Cause no one expected that I would be famous
And just 'cause we blood don't mean we're related
I'm threatin' the plug
I'm not with the fake sh*t, I'm not with the-
Grandma told me, "Tone it down"
I said, "b*tch, I'm older now"
I ate at my auntie house
She think that I owe her now
Cash my check, got paid again
Bank estate, I'm open now
Took my girl to H&M, she told me, "It's over now" (Buck, buck, buck)
I had to move back at home, my momma was heated (Buck, buck, buck)
I lock myself in the room to hide all my demons (Buck, buck, buck)
I told my uncle to give me a loan 'cause I really needed it
Soon as I'm on, I promise I'll pay you in full (Buck, buck)
But, I didn't mean it
Back when a n*gga was jobless
Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
I was just tryna survive, the money went dry
Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich
Then I'ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)
But f*ck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror
Like what did I do to myself? (Buck, buck, buck)
I think the old me died
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
All of them promises I forgot
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied
I let the money change me, I lied